I wake suddenly, every thought in high definition. My eyes take in every ray of light and without a doubt in a ton of pain . " good morning Lavender" Inez says ash she sits down on the edge of the bed to my left . " doctor Micheals took care of your injuries, I'm so sorry this happened to you . Here honey take this pill it will help with the pain . We need to get you dressed for riding lessons with Timmothy"" I don't think I can ride today Inez , it hurts too bad . " she looks at me with a look of pain on her face . " I need you to be very strong today , something is happening and I'm trying to save you . We need to get to the stables , we'll meet our friends there to discuss . First eat your breakfast you'll need your strength . "
I sit up , painfully forgetting about my broken ribs , a whimper of pain sneaks out of my mouth . Once I'm fully sat up I begin eating breakfast slowly . Inez walks into my closet grabbing an outfit I would wear for riding . I don't know what's happening, I hope it isn't bad . I'm not sure how much more I can take .
Is it too much to ask for a day of peace . A day I don't fear of being hurt or one of my friends being hurt if they try to help me. I wish I could wake up one day and this all had been a bad nightmare but no everyday I wake up and I'm still here . In pain , in fear and in constant worry .
I try my hardest to always be happy , to be grateful for the small things I do have that make me genuinely happy . I'm thankful for Inez , Nashie , Timo , Auggie and Jose . My only friends that don't have fur. I'm thankful for cloud and Willowby , my loyal companions that love me endlessly. I'm thankful for strawberries and brownies , when ever I get them to eat I get so happy.
I just want to feel safe . Is that really just too big of an ask . Should I let go of hope for a better future and just enjoy what little good things I do have . I don't know , but I wish I did . A few minutes after my deep thoughts I finished breakfast and Inez was helping me out of bed and getting dressed.
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BULLET ( HELLFIRE SOULS MC book one )
RomanceBullet the VP of the HellFire Souls MC meets Lavender Quinn an innocent girl that has been held captive in her home by her abusive businessman Father people have no idea lavender exists except for the staff of the mansion that is her prison when th...