LOVE'S QUAGMIRE [18+]

Chapter 20: Journal

Daphne's POV~

 I flipped to the next page.

Wednesday, 29th August 1990

6:50 p.m.

Dear Elsie,

It's been my first 20 hours here at the estate, and last night was beyond amazing. I can't stop smiling and blushing as I write this, but I just have to tell you because you've always been there to listen to me.

After I finished writing my entry last night, I was putting the diary back in my suitcase when I felt someone behind me. I turned around to see Adrian standing there in his wedding tux, smiling at me. I felt my cheeks heat up as I lowered my gaze, feeling incredibly shy.

He gently took my hand and led me to sit on the bed, asking why I hadn't changed my clothes yet. And you know, I was too flustered to reply, and he just chuckled softly. Sitting beside me, he looked into my eyes and leaned in, capturing my lips in a tender kiss. I was completely frozen, my eyes wide as he kissed me, and I couldn't help but let out a soft moan as he deepened the kiss, his tongue gently exploring my mouth.

His hands moved to my waist, sliding down to unzip my dress, leaving me in my undergarments. As he broke the kiss, I was left breathless and blushing furiously. He removed his coat, tie, and belt, laying me down on the bed as he hovered over me. My cheeks were still flushed as he removed his clothes, leaving him only in his boxer briefs. I couldn't help but blush even harder as I admired his fit physique – he was undeniably handsome.

He buried his face in my neck, causing my eyes to close tightly as he nipped hard, eliciting a moan from me. His lips trailed down towards my cleavage and stomach, leaving wet kisses.

His hands moved between my thighs, and although I wasn't sure what he was intending, the sensation felt good. He slid down my white cotton panties and unclasped my matching bra, leaving me naked before him. My cheeks flushed crimson as I felt exposed in front of him.

His fingers explored me down there, initially causing discomfort, but gradually the sensation transformed into something indescribable. I tried to tell him to stop, but he silenced me with a kiss, reassuring me to relax. I found myself lost in his gaze as I slowly nodded, feeling a sense of trust.

He began moving his fingers inside me, the initial pain giving way to overwhelming pleasure. It felt like a volcano about to erupt, a knot building up in my stomach. I felt a strong urge to release and pee, but I hesitated to voice my embarrassment. He increased his pace, urging me to let go, and finally, I released, covering his fingers with something glistening, sticky liquid.

I turned my head away in embarrassment, but he gently turned my face towards him, kissing me softly as he reassured me that it was completely normal.

My mom and elder sisters, who are also married, talked to me about consummation. They said it's something that can only happen after marriage, between the husband and wife on their first night. I was excited but didn't really understand what it meant. Were they talking about this?

He removed his boxers, and I saw his huge, um... well, his private part. I looked away, feeling a bit nervous. Then he started touching me down there, and I didn't like it. I told him it felt dirty, but he just rubbed my stomach with his hands. Then, in one swift motion, he entered me, and it hurt so much that I shouted loudly. I hit his chest and begged him to stop.

It hurt a lot, to be honest, and I didn't know what he was doing. He hushed me and kissed my lips several times, saying it would be alright, that the pain would go away. I whimpered and sniffled, but after a while, he started moving again.