Autumn's pov
I hate my self. I promise my self not to involve Maddi to this. At ang pinakauna kong dapat gawin ay 'wag umamin, but what did I fucking do?!
But I already involved here in this mess once she agreed to be my, my girlfriend.
Addressing her as my mistress is not considered. We're mutual, it's just thay I'm still married.
And so what? Wala namang kwenta 'yon. She's my legal the moment I loved her.
Nagpakaduwag lang naman ako kay Janio. I gaslighted my self that I loved him two months ago.
For now, I just want to enjoy my self with her.
Nilibot niya ako sa kanilang hacienda while riding a horse. She introduced me with her long time horce, since junior highschool daw ay eto na ang kabayo niya.
At first wala akong tiwala sakanya dahil sobrang laki ng kabayo. Malaki rin naman siya pero baka hindi niya ito kayang kontrolin once the horse tantrum.
But she handled it so well. She's so good at riding horses.
"Dito muna tayo" Sabi niya. Nauna siyang bumaba sa kabayo bago ako. She guided me to get down.
Tinali niya ang kabayo sa puno bago ako inalalayan pababa sa may ilog.
"Dito ako tumatambay when I was junior highschool." She said bago umupo sa damuhan.
I removed my slippers para upuan.
Naka-boots kasi siya. She looked good with her styles though. Kahit ata damit pulubi bagay sakanya.
"I don't have any friends back then. Just my self. When I went to Philippines, doon lang ako nakaramdaman ng totoong kaibigan. First year college nga lang."
"When did you came in Philippines?" I asked.
Ang sariwa ng hangin dito. Ang linis din ng ilog, sakto lang ang bilis ng pag-agos.
"Last grade level in my senior high." She answered.
Tumango ako.
Natahimik kami. I don't want to ask pa, baka kasi ma-trigger siya something if I ask something from her past.
Halos mapatili ako nang gumapang paikot ang kamay niya sa bewang ko.
Mahilig siyang gawin 'yan pero naninibago pa rin ako!
"Do you have any past lovers except Janio?" She suddenly asked.
"And why did you ask?" I asked back.
Umiling siya pero sa ilog ang tingin.
"Curious"
"I don't have anyone. Babad ako sa pag-aaral noon." I answered.
Nakatingin lang ako sakanya habang nakatingin siya sa ilog. I can't help to adore her features.
She's attractive.
She has this thick eye brow, turn up nose, heavy upper lip, and her long lashes. Idagdag mo pa ang makinis niyang balat, and her sharp jawline the make her more masculine.
"I know I'm pretty handsome. Baka matunaw ka." Sabi neto kaya napaiwas ako ng tingin.
"Hindi ako ice cream." Sabi ko at narinig ko naman ang pagtawa niya nang mahina.
I admit. Everything she can do is always making me fall for her more. Kahit sa pag simpleng tawa.
"Do you know how to ride a horse?" Tanong niya. Umiling ako.
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Unpredictable Smile (CTR series #2)
Random"Destiny did crossed our path together, only to separate it again. Thinking, what if I'm the first person you loved and met before? Will things like these will happen?"
