Ch 1 - suicide attempt

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As this is my first book to kuch chapter tak maybe aapko writing itni achi na lage but I promise bad me achi lagegi ..
Maine sahi karne ka try kiya hai but ab pura to change nhi kr skti so sorry 🫂


Why does all this happen to me only, I can no longer bear it

What should I do now ?
There's no one I can rely on anymore

Can any one imagine that my fiance cheated on me with my sister?
Are not being a sister is blissfull? Then why it's happening with me ?

Mumma, I can't do this anymore,
I don't know how are you going to react after knowing what happened with me

Why mumma, why?

Why it's happens with me everytime?

Why everyone want to steal, that's mine? can I be happy atleast for once ?

I'm sorry mumma papa, I can't live like this
I just wish you all to don't blame me

(She recorded her last words and sent them to her mother.)

Then when she tried to jump into the river, suddenly her bag fell on the side and her favorite book fell out of it and she picked up that book and she remembered that her fiancé knew that she liked to read Indian historical books and he had bought it for her. The last time she opened that book and taking it in her hand she jumped into river.

(Was it written in my fate that I would die so early? I just want a good life in my next life. Is this possible? )

(surrounding noises)

She feels something heavy on her but she was not able to open her eyes, she started having trouble breathing

Then she tried to move her hands and find somebody is above her and it's feels like it's man

Out of fear, she quickly opened his eyes and saw that there was a man above her

She could not say anything at that time, she was unable to understand whether she was alive or was seeing a dream.

Suddenly that man said that

Ab aapko hamara hone se koi nahi rok sakta, pura hak hai hame aap pe

(Now nobody can stop you from being mine, we have full right over you)

After listening these words her mind went blank, like how's this possible?

Then she remembered the book and that particular scene that she is experiencing now .

Now she is not able to understand how this can happen, how can she travel in this book

Aap kuch bol kyu nahi Rahi hai
Hame dekhti rahengi ya phir kahengi bhi? -" that man said"

Why are you not saying anything? Will you continue to watch me or will you say anything ?

Then she tried to run away from him because she was not able to believe she is in book and for now he is a stranger for her.

Suddenly he holds her hands

Bhag ke jayengi bhi aap kaha
aana to aapko hamare pass hi hai

(where will you go even after running
away, you have to come back to me.)

Hath chodiye hamara -" I resist against him"

( leave my hand)

Hath chodne ke liye nhi thama hai hamne

(I haven't held you to let you go)

I know you don't like me at all but I have married you, atleast respect me, respect yoir father and this country.

( read this para for more understanding of this story)

(she was not able to understand why he's saying this to her but suddenly she remember this scene that in this book she loves someone else but she was already engaged to him when they were around 5 year old and she was not happy with this arrangement ,but just because of her father, she accepted the truth and married him)

I know whom I should respect and whom i should not.

And you cannot do anything to me without my consent -" I said and glared at him"

Till date I have not done anything to anyone without their consent -" he said"

then why did you get married to me -" I asked him"

I have loved you and accepted you as my life partner since childhood and my father had arranged this marriage for me, so I do not complain about his decision.

I don't want to talk to anyone right now, please leave me alone for some time -" I said and request him"

Abhi to ham ja rhe hai lekin yad rakhiyega is kaksh se nikalne ka prayas nahi kariyega 

For now I'm leaving, but remember that you will not try to escape from this room -" he said and left"

(she suddenly sat down on the ground and started thinking about something)

what is happening, how did I come here -" I thought"

She tried to pinch her hands and find out that she is really here ...

Oh my god what should I do, how can I go back or wait what if I'm dead in my real life and my soul stuck here ? -" I thought as he left"

no wait I'm reading too much fiction, how's is this even possible

Princess why are you sitting on the ground ? -" some maid said"

What princess!.? -" I asked"

oh I'm sorry, I should call you your highness from now on

No wait, who are you?

Did you forget me your highness, is anything happend with you, oh god what happened to my lady

STOP -"I said bluntly"

ohhh I'm sorry

Tell me what's your name and who are you ...
Your highness I'm Meena, I'm your servant, it's been 10 years I'm with you

Oh she's Meena
As far as I remember, I should have two servants, one is Meena and the other is Rupa.
Both of them have been with me since childhood. When I was 8 years old, I met them outside.
oh yes, the main thing is that I forgot that both of them are twins.

Are are dar gyi kya tum, Mai to majak kar Rahi thi

(are you scared, I was just joking)

Your highness, you just scared me to death, I was so worried for you
if Rupa was here, she would die seeing this

ok come on now pick me up, this lehenga is very heavy

That will definitely happen, you are the queen of this palace, if you are not dressed up then who will be?

I need to freshen up, you can go now

your highness if I go then who will help you in freshening up

(yes, I had forgotten, in the old times servant used to help in these things)

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