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I don't know all I should do now he wasn't even looking at me. But Tami and Sal left so I was going to have to stay and tuff it out and just talk. He was going to have to fucking listen I guess. I took a deep breath and wiped my eyes again and was ready to finish talking to him.
"Raymond please I just wanted to..... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. I'm really sorry for my part in it. But mostly I'm sorry because I miss our friendship. And however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again" I said he looked up at me putting his phone away. "You mean so much to me and I'm working on myself. I don't want what we have to be lost and broken and over because I turned my back on you, I was only out to save myself and not our relationship. But I love you I do so fucking much" few tears fell and I looked at him, he stood up I didn't want him to leave so I stood up to in front of him. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him down to me, in a hug burying my face in his neck, now crying and the baby was going nuts moving around. "Raymond please I'm sorry for what I said and how I acted. And baby I'm in love you in every way I'm in love with your heart, I'm in love with your body and soul I'm in love with your hugs, I'm in love with your kisses. I'm in love with your smile, I'm in love with your laugh, I'm in love with your love, I'm in love with the way you care. It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak...all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and then that's how I remember my reasons for loving you. I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life."
I held on to him for a while then I finally broke the hug letting my hands touch his face, travel down his neck, chest, stomach, and they landed on his waist. I looked up into his eyes, his face was emotionless, I couldn't read him I didn't know what else to say or do right now. I then felt his hand slowly go up my back, to the back of my neck and he pulled me forward towards him. He then kissed me, on the lips; slowly his hand touched my face. As he kissed me like he never did before and I loved it. But he shocked me when he scooped me up in his arms and sat down in my chair. He placed me on his lap.
I found myself wrapped in Rooster's warm arms. I was the one who was yearning for him! His face was hovering close to mine and his cologne reached out and caressed my face ... or was it his hand? I felt very warm and very safe and instinctively, I leaned in closer to him as I watched him through half closed lids.
"Do you know how very beautiful you are?" he asked. I nestled close to him and then suddenly he laughed.
"Rooster" I said blushing
"If you don't stop looking at me that way, I'm going to have to kiss you." He warned
"All right." my soft laughter joined his. I couldn't have torn my gaze from his if my very life depended upon it.
Like a movie in slow motion, I watched his lips lower to mines as a wonderful and warm feeling closed over me. My eyes closed and I savored this moment ... clung to it like it would be my last. Slowly, oh so slowly, his lips descended, brushing mine. I could feel our warmth before he even touched me. A soft moan escaped my lips as he deepened the kiss, his tongue reaching out to caress my own.
I took him in, my arms encircling his neck and my heart pounding baby moving. A beautiful song softly came over the speakers of restaurant, filling my ears and heart with their words ...
^If I never knew you, if I never felt this love, I would have no inkling of, how precious life could be ...^ on the speakers. He pulled away slowly and I felt like I had been drugged. I opened my eyes and saw him smiling down at me. I moved to bury my face in his neck but he tapped my noise.
"One rule with us we have to tell each other one reason why we love each other" he said.
"Okay" I said smiling
"I love you for your strength" he said
"I love you for you big heart" I said and kissed him.
"Let's finish our meal then get out of here" he said
"You want us to eat like this? People will stare at us" I said
"I don't care and just like this" he said and held me tighter to make sure I didn't fall he leaned over the table and brought his food and wine over next to mine.
I held left hand tight to me, after we was done eating which I didn't eat that much. We was leaving and had to wait for the velvet to bring the car around we stood by the door and went in an embrace. No kissing ... no fondling, just his hand slightly stroking my back. My head rested quietly on his chest. I closed my eyes and slowly inhaled his scent ... clean, musky, sexy.
"Rooster" I said
"I got something I wanna show you" he said kissing the top of my head.
"Okay" I said we drove for a while but not to the house we drove and got Rima and went somewhere else. We drove about an hour & 30 minutes when we pulled up to this big house.
" Come on bae let's get out" he said and we got out and I walked around to the backseat and unlocked Rima.
"I'll get Rima" I said
"I'll get her (he walked to me hugged me then reached in picked up Rima and closed the door. We walked to the front door and he hit a switch cutting off the alarm then unlocked the door. I walked in first and my mouth fell open.) Go look around" he said kissing me and I did just that this house was and is amazing I went upstairs and looked around every room was more amazing then the last I went to a door opened it to the master bedroom and I was speechless.
"This is a nice house" I said to myself and sat down on the chair in the bed.
"MOMMY!" Rima yelled I got leaving the room and start searching rooms
"Rima, Rima" I said then she came out of a room smiling
"Mommy look" she said grabbing my hand and brought me in to the room. I looked around the room then I looked over at Rooster leaning against the wall smiling.
"Look at this Mermaids everywhere huh?" I asked and he walked to me hugged me from behind.
"Nice house huh" he says
"This house belongs too who?" I asked
"This is our home baby yours and mine, I brought this house for us, you and Rima, the baby." He said and I looked at him in shock that this is our house he hands a set of keys to me,I take them and he kisses me ...
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FanfictionRaymond 'Rooster' Jones is a 21 year old man who didn't come from money and is from the other side of the tracks. Raised by his aunt and uncle. Rooster who should be enjoying life as any 21 year old kid should be doing. But Rooster's life is not abo...