Raymond 'Rooster' Jones is a 21 year old man who didn't come from money and is from the other side of the tracks. Raised by his aunt and uncle. Rooster who should be enjoying life as any 21 year old kid should be doing. But Rooster's life is not abo...
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ROOSTER
The next few weeks was a bitch to be in this house with Jada she stayed in the her office or she would work late with school work and this made it hard for me at first but then I did this with Rima taking care of her on my own so I knew what I was doing my Mama said she'll keep Rayna while I was off at work painting and meeting with clients, or at school and I was glad about that but Jada man she wasn't being there for Rayna, she was all in Rima's face but shyed away and kept away from Rayna. As the months came Rayna got bigger and I loved seeing my daughters grow. Now she's 6 months and I'm loving it so is Rima she's playing with her more. She'll sleep for 8 hours but I'm a sucker me and Rima will sit in the room with her while she stands there in her crib looking at me looking at her. After the 3 of us played I finally got her to go back to sleep and I took Rima to her room laying her down. When I came out of the room I saw Jada downstairs by the door with bags next to her...
"What are you doing?" I questioned and her head snapped up to me like a deer in the head lights.
"Ummm I'm sorry" she said I went walking down the stairs to her something was off.
"What are you sorry for?" I asked
"I know I'm sorry I can't I just can't at all with this.... The baby is just too much for me right now, she's taken you away from me, and you love her more than you love me... And I can't I just don't wanna be bother with them right now, hell you're the better parent you know. I need to breathe and get out of here, and have fun I'm not having any fun. I'm sorry I just don't right now, tell Rima I love her and Rayna but I have to look out for me and do what I want." she said
"I can't believe you really you're leaving me and our kids?" I asked
"Yea there's a whole world out here and I'm going to live it Raymond I'M GOING TO FUCKING LIVE IT, I need to be IN school and I can't with all this...Bye sorry I love you" she said I watched her turn to leave I went to her wrapping my arms around her, holding her to me tight.
"Don't do this to me, to us and our family please whatever I did I'm so sorry I love you. Don't leave me...." I did not bother to blink back the tears, as I held her to me, my thumb caressing her hand. When was the last time I had told her in words that I loved her? This morning? Last night? Had it been days? Why hadn't I told her more often?
"I love you." She said
"Don't leave me...." I said
"Please stop, I need to go I gotta go" she said
"NO! NO! Please don't leave me, I love you. I love you with all my heart. I'm so sorry, please forgive me. You are my whole life. I can't live without you." I said
"Raymond, I have to get out of here. I don't know why, how long, or if you really ever loved me, when you stopped loving me. I don't know anything. I'll call you when I think we can talk."
