It has been a wonderful time being able to have the chance to date one of the most popular girl groups, no one knew that being a manager of this girl group would take a roller coaster ride. You hated popular people, because of one incident, but it seems like five girls were able to change your mind.
You wonder what it would be like if Jina didn't persuade you to accept the job, or if you didn't met the girls.
You had a great time getting to know the girls, but your heart only belongs to one person. Just thinking back to the moments you guys shared, your heart beats crazy, as if, the only thing that's preventing your heart to pop out is your shirt.
Sighing, staring at the ceiling, there's a part of you that is scared, if you ever choose that person, would you still be able to maintain the friendship with others without feeling bad? There's a lot of things that need to be considered before you even become official.
First, it would be disrespectful if ever you guys show affection in front of each other if they are still moving on. But that would be unfair for the person you chose.
Second, what if you can't give anything to that person and they ended up losing feelings for you? Would you still be able to act professional despite having a past relationship with the idol.
Last, the media, their careers, people's opinions. What if because of you, their hard work, would just disappear into thin air. Despite the popularity and fans, it might go down in just a quick revelation.
"Y/n..are you okay?" You looked at the door to see, Hyein, peeking in, you smiled and sat up.
"Yes, I am. Do you need something?" You asked Hyein who seems to be thinking about something, she nodded her head, "We need you downstairs, because it's time to eat,"
"Okay, okay." With that you stood up, Hyein waited patiently by the door, as soon as you stepped out, she smiled at you and started walking, you followed her, watching her walk excitedly makes you chuckle at her cuteness.
"Hanni cooked all of our favourites!" She exclaimed as you both got down from the staircase.
"Is that so? Let's eat a lot then!" Hyein hummed in excitement as she dragged you to the kitchen. Sitting down, you noticed that all of them are already here. Your heart started beating crazy again as you made eye contact with a certain person.
"Is there something wrong?" Minji asked, you shook your head feeling flustered.
"Let's eat, guys!" Hanni exclaimed, easing the tension on you. You looked up once again, and there she goes, already looking at you. She smiled, causing you to smile back, you immediately started eating trying to cool down your heart.
"Y/n is acting all shy," Danielle teased, you shook your head trying to find excuse, "I-it's just, uh, I don't feel good?"
As soon as you mentioned that, a hand was placed on your forehead, looking at the person, your face started heating up once again.
"You're face is too warm than usual,"
"I-I'm fine, Haerin," Haerin nodded her head and started eating once again. With just the contact of her hand on your forehead, your heart can't contain the excitement. Yes, it's Haerin, who you couldn't get out of your mind.
Looking at her, you couldn't help but admire how effortlessly beautiful she is. Her cat eyes that are alluring, her cute nose, her pink lips that would pout when you don't pay attention on her. Everything about her is just so wonderful, her voice that soothes your ears, the little exchanges of eye contacts every time.
You remembered, the way you hugged her, when she got scared because of thunder when you were checking up on her and it suddenly started raining.
That moment when you accidentally opened Haerin's room without waiting for her response, and you saw her only with a towel covering her body. Afterwards, you ended up helping her dry her hair. It was a cute moment.

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FanfictionLove seems to put their friendship on the line (Sorry had to change it!)