Michaela's journal II

i think i've seen this film before

It's so complicated
Even if me and Eleanor figured things out I just couldn't
Not when I'm the only person you have left
And I couldn't live with myself if anything happened because of me
Just the thought of it sends me spiraling
I can't lose anyone else
Not now
Not ever
I can't be responsible for someone else's life
I didn't sign up for any of this shit