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Shan had stayed overnight at the hospital with Marie, Dad was wherever he was, so it was just me and Joey looking after the boys

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Shan had stayed overnight at the hospital with Marie, Dad was wherever he was, so it was just me and Joey looking after the boys.

I couldn't go into school Wednesday morning, Ollie had been up all night with his guts so I was the one looking after him today. Joey tried protesting that I should've gone to school, but there was no way I was leaving him alone with Dad all day.

"Right, give me a few minutes, and I'll go get you some toast, 'Kay?" I whisper as Ollie gives me a nod, his tired eyes lighting up a bit at the promise of a warm late breakfast.

While I'm making my way downstairs, my phone buzzes.

'Am I allowed to Claire's tonight or is it a bad idea?'

Ive never felt more guilty, she should be allowed out with her friends,she's fifteen not a seven year old.

'He's on a warpath today, I'm sorry Shan :('

'It's okay x' she put back as I sigh, walking into the kitchen.

I grab a couple of slices from the bread bin, making sure the permission slip for Donegal is on top. Shan and I had already checked with Marie about going, yet there they sat, still unsigned.

The school required the signatures for the overnight trip. I felt a pang of guilt for wanting to go, but Joey had given me countless reasons why I should.

"Make me some toast too," Dad mumbles from the table, a cigarette dangling from his lips.

"Give me five, I need to get this to Ollie."

"He can do it himself, he's not dead."

I couldn't be arsed to argue with him, so I handed him Ollie's two slices, tossing two more pieces of bread into the toaster.

He takes a swig of his drink just before munching on the toast as I start on the washing up.

"Should've left it for Marie to do," he mutters.

I didn't care much for the woman, but I couldn't help feeling sorry for her in a few ways; being stuck with him was just the beginning.

"Easier if I do it," I mutter as the toaster pops.

"Don't give me backchat," he snaps, clearly annoyed. "Where's my money then? You were meant to hand it over this morning."

"Jaysus," I mutter, spreading butter on the toast.

He dumps his plate in the sink and approaches me.

"Well?" he demands, his breath reeking of alcohol.

"How much d'you need?"

"€80."

"I've got €60, I'll sort you the rest later," I say, handing him the money.

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