Electric Love || Bucky Barnes X OC

Chapter 60

Mia's POV...

I woke up still in Bucky's arms with my face buried in his chest. Without any hesitation I stretched so I could kiss him. He kissed me back tenderly but I heard someone clear their throat behind me. When I turned I saw my dad sitting there watching us. "Sorry."

"It's okay, I just don't feel like watching you two make out."

"How are you feeling, doll?"

"Like crap but I'm okay. My head just feels so weird and it hurts."

Bucky kissed my head immediately and I knew he just wanted to make me feel better. "It's going to for a little bit. Do you want me to ask a doctor for more pain meds?" Tony asked her

"Maybe."

"I'll go look for someone."

He stood to leave and I almost didn't say anything but at the last second I did. "Thanks for being here dad and I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault sweetheart."

Once he was out of the door, Bucky looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "You called him dad again."

"I know."

"Do you want talk about it?"

"All I wanted while I was with Hydra was you and him. I think I realized I was being too hard on him while I was there. He didn't want to abandon me and at least he was trying. I didn't even think about my mom for almost a month and when I did, I thought she was probably happy I was dead. Which I know isn't true but I knew Tony would be upset and Pepper too. I just want to get along with everyone and move on. All I want is some peace."

"How about when you're ready and healed, we'll go on a vacation. Just the two of us someone secluded and warm."

"I'd like that, Cyborg."

"Good, you just say the word and we'll go."

"Not until we're able to have proper fun again." I told him with a smirk

"Mhm and I'd be willing to bet that's going to be a little bit."

"I'll be fine, shouldn't be that long to heal enough for that."

"Doll, I'm not talking about physically healing enough for it. The doctors did a full exam when you came in and already told us a lot."

Fuck. I was banking that the doctors wouldn't tell him anything. If they'd told Tony, that would be one thing because I handle Tony knowing I was assaulted in every way they could think of. I didn't want Bucky to know about it, I didn't want him to look at me differently. "Oh." Was all I said and I pulled away from him a little

"Not like that, I don't mean it like you think."

"I think you mean that you don't want to sleep with me after I've been used by other men. You probably think I'm gross or tainted now." I spat at him

"No, absolutely not. Do you think just because I was a man that Hydra never did anything like that to me?"

"I...I hadn't thought about it."

"I'm not going compare because I know yours was worse because I know that guy is a sick bastard. Mia, I don't want to add to that trauma so until you're ready to talk about everything and process it then nothing is happening."

"You want me to tell you everything they did to me?"

"It can be a therapist or me or anyone really. I'm happy to listen to as much detail as you'd like to share but I think you should do some therapy. I've always thought you should have a therapist but now I'm going to insist."