Chapter 51

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We waited for everyone else to leave and we headed into the big living room with a giant sectional and TV. Buck let me pick a movie for us to watch and since I figure he's got a lot of learning to do, I picked Twilight. Everyone needs to see Twilight at least once in their life even if it makes Bucky want to strangle me. We were sitting almost on top of one another but I had my legs in his lap which he didn't seem to mind since his hand was resting comfortably on my thigh. His other hand was around my waist so he could hold me closer than I'd already sat. "Why is he watching her sleep?" Bucky asked

"Because he can't sleep so I guess he's fascinated by her and thinks she's pretty. Do you not ever watch me sleep?"

"Not like that, sometimes when I wake up first I'll lay there and stare at you for a bit but not like that. It's more of an admiring you quiet and well-behaved for once in your life."

"Well, Edward stares at her because he loves her."

"Have they even known each other long enough to love each other?"

"Some people don't need very long to know that they love someone and sometimes you just know. Not everyone is as traumatized and guarded as us."

"You're making a lot of assumptions over there."

"No, I'm not, I've read the books and I know what's going on. You have no idea what's going on with them so maybe you're the one making assumptions." 

"I don't mean about the movie. It kind of sounded like you were saying that I don't love you or that you don't love me."

I about choked on air at the word love coming out of his mouth especially when it sounded like he might say it to me. "That wasn't what I was trying to say but we haven't exactly said that yet."

"I know but I didn't like you inferring that because I felt like your fuck buddy rather than your boyfriend and I've gotten rather fond of being your boyfriend."

"It's insane to hear you say that word."

"Boyfriend?"

"Yes, I never thought we'd get here even when it was all I wanted and even when we were fucking nonstop. I guess I kind of assumed that even if we did get to this point, you'd never say you were my boyfriend so openly."

"Is it a problem?"

"No...well it kind of gets me excited."

"Excited?"

"It makes me wet."

"That's all it takes?"

"If you haven't figured this out yet, I'm very into the whole possession and ownership thing and you claiming me in any way makes me want to bend over and beg for your cock. I can't explain it but it makes me feral. Any time that you mark me with hickeys or even with an accidental bruise, it absolutely makes me soaking wet. That's why I said I want you to use my body however you want because, to me, I belong to you. Not in a weird anti-feminist way where you'd have to pay my dad in animals to marry me but in the way that no one else will ever touch me and I'll never look at someone else. I'll always come home to you and I'll always find a way to get you inside me." 

"Fucking hell, Mia." 

"Is that too weird?"

He grabbed me by my hips and brought me so I was straddling him and his very hard boner was rubbing against me. "No but we are in a public space where anyone could walk in and I don't even care, I'm going to fuck you regardless."

"Please do." I halfway moaned

Our lips crashed together and while we made out sloppily, I grinded myself against him and moaned against his lips. Without breaking the kiss, I reached into his pants and pulled his member out so I could stroke him slowly. "I swear I could cum right now with you grinding yourself on me and taking charge."

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