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𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 10

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𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 10

MY TIRED BLUE EYES GAZE AT MY FACE THROUGH THE MIRROR. I look physically exhausted, because I am. I was unable to sleep last night after the nightmare of murders I performed kept me awake, my mind tormented with screams and the sight of blood and bodies.

My blue eyes are staring deep through me before they move over to my short dark curls. Dad. Accidentally, I morph my face to look like Sirius', just for a moment.

At the sight of his face I stagger backwards from the mirror and my face flickers back to my own. My heart spikes into my chest and I gasp as I begin to tremble. The dark curls bounce just above my shoulders and my blue eyes are wide in terror.

I tear my eyes away, unable to stare any longer and I shake with my heart pounding. I can't look at myself. I can't because I look like my father, and he's dead. He is never coming back, and it is my fault.

My heart is beating quickly within me and my hands shake rapidly. Tears form in my eyes and rage swims within me. I look like him. And I can't bear to look at myself anymore.

My black hair grows and lightens into a dark brown and my eyes change colour to match my hair. My shaky breathing slowly returns steady, and even though some of my features are his. I no longer look like his clone, nor do I look like Theodora.

But at the moment, I can't look like myself without looking like him.

˓𓄹 ࣪˖ ⋆ ࣪. ˖ ࣪⭑

I hold the diary in my hands, spilling my secrets within it in black ink. I need to write it down, I need to get it out. Or it will eat me alive.

𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒹𝒾𝒶𝓇𝓎,
ℐ 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒, 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈, 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝒸𝒽 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝒸𝓇𝒾𝒷𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓁𝓎 ℐ 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒮𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔, ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓊𝓃𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒.
ℳ𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝑔𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒶 𝒹𝒾𝒻𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓊𝓁𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 ℐ 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 ℐ 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 '𝒟𝒶𝒹', 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝓎 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓈𝓅.

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