His second wife (#SaRaj)

77) Savi's Past.

I am not gonna update if there is no vote and no conment. Because I am done with myself. In last chapter response is so low that it didn't feel to write...

And the past may deviate a little from the show.

Savi's voice was barely above a whisper as she looked into Rajat's eyes, "I was 6 ,I saw the bomb blast of the plane in which my aai baba was inside and I couldn't do anything"

Obviously Rajat wasn't expecting this. He looked straight in her eyes. He could sense Savi didn't need sympathy. She needed a bin to vent out all the things she feel.

" Savi. You know you don't have to share anything. Don't be hard on yourself. Don't live your hardship again by telling me." Rajat put his hands on hers and nodded.

But she shook her head ," let me Rajat. My psychiatrist recommend me I have to share it all. All the feeling I am feeling because I think I can fight alone. But sometime we need help. Not real help but a help in which someone could listen you and understand you and I know Rajat, you will listen me. Ain't you?"

He nodded slowly, his voice gentle. "I'm, Savi,"

" Rajat. That blast I saw always came in my dreams and tells me how insufficient I am that I couldn't save them. My Aaji told me I was small I shouldn't be guilty but Rajat it was because of me that we went to plane. I demand Baba to go for trip via plane. It felt I was behind all this. I was the culprit." Savi had a drop of tear in her corner of eyes.

" As I grew up, I tried to move on. Those bad dreams almost get stopped. " Rajat looked at her with his lips closed and then savi continued.

Savi's voice cracked with emotion as she recounted the hardships she had faced after losing her parents. "After few years of  the loss of my Aai Baba, my baba's uncle and aunt kicked me, my brother, and my grandparents out of our house," she said, her words spilling out like a dam breaking.

Her eyes welled up with tears as she spoke of the betrayal and rejection she had faced from her own family.

Savi's voice trembled as she continued, "I wanted to be an IAS officer like my Baba. But my Badi Aaji didn't want that." Her words were laced with regret and disappointment.

Rajat's eyes narrowed, his face a picture of outrage and sympathy. He couldn't imagine how someone could crush another person's dreams and aspirations.

Savi's voice dropped to a whisper as she revealed the final blow. "Then when I wanted to continue my studies, they fixed my marriage." Her words hung in the air, a poignant reminder of the sacrifices she had been forced to make.

" Then Savi, how did you manage the marriage."

" I can't let my aai baba dream of getting me successfully go in bin. So I ran away. Ran away from my mandap. Isha Maa insist me for that." Savi's voice was filled with determination as she recounted the bold decision she had made to take control of her life.

Her voice took on a sense of urgency as she revealed the reason she had run away from her arranged marriage. "She told me the groom they selected was a spoilt brat and drank a lot," Savi said, her words painting a picture of a potentially disastrous union.

Rajat's expression was one of understanding and empathy, his eyes filled with admiration for Savi's bravery.

Savi's voice took on a sense of resolve as she revealed her next move. "So, to save myself, I ran away from the marriage and came to Pune to fix my dreams," she said, her words a testament to her determination to take control of her life and pursue her aspirations.

Her eyes seemed to light up as she mentioned a new person in her life. "And met Ishaan Sir," she said, a hint of a smile on her face. "He was my professor."

Rajat's expression was curious, his eyes narrowing slightly as he processed the information.

As Savi spoke, Rajat's mind began to piece together the fragments of her story. He was starting to see a clearer picture of her journey, the challenges she had faced, and the people who had been there for her along the way.

Savi's voice was laced with a mix of emotions as she recounted the story. "So, I came to Bhosale institute in my lehenga," she said, a hint of amusement and frustration in her tone.

Her expression turned serious as she continued. "And Ishaan was a rude man. And he denied me for enrolling." Savi's words painted a picture of a difficult encounter with her ex-husband.

But then her tone shifted, and she mentioned a new development. "But Ishaan's dad, my Shantanu Papa, on the call of Ishaa Maa, fights with him."

Savi's voice took on a more introspective tone as she revealed a deeper layer of her relationship with Ishaan. "Ishaan used to hate me because I was attached to Ishaa Maa," she said, her words suggesting a complex web of emotions and family dynamics.

Her expression turned thoughtful as she explained the reason behind Ishaan's feelings. "She was my teacher," Savi said, her voice filled with a sense of respect and admiration for Ishaa Maa.

"And at that time, Ishaa Maa and Shantanu Papa used to lived separately," she said, her words hinting at a potentially strained or complicated relationship between her ex-husband's parents.

Savi's voice was laced with a mix of emotions as she revealed more about Ishaan's past. "And Ishaan loves another girl who left him on the day of engagement," she said, her words painting a picture of a painful experience that had left a lasting impact on her ex-husband.

Her expression turned introspective, "So he hates all the girls who were career-oriented, and hates me too" Savi said, " He generalized and harbor negative feelings towards women with ambitions."

" I used to hate him a lot, but Isha Maa always show me his good side. Even though he hate Isha Maa too but still she is a mother. Right."

As Savi continued, she revealed a vulnerable side of herself. "Then slowly I was falling for his good side that he always hide," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "Well, I was young, just 18" she added, as if to explain her actions. "And young girls like those boys who are angry macho men, like you know red flags. And Rajat, Ishaan was handsome too." Savi said, her words hinting at a pattern of attraction that she had since grown out of.

As Savi looked at Rajat after that line. She bite her lip and he face got flushed and Rajat rolled her eyes and says, " Not more than me Savi. I am more handsome. "

Savi rolled her eyes and said, " Jealous."

He chuckled and then said, " Savi listening you, I must say we had a chance. I had a chance. Right."

" May I know why?" Savi uplift her eyebrows and Rajat grinned.

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