His second wife (#SaRaj)

40) Missing Ishaan

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As Savi packed Rajat's lunch, her mind began to wander, and she found herself transported to a different time and place. She was newly married to Ishaan, and the memories of those early days came flooding back.

She remembered how Ishaan would often "forget" his lunch, just so she could bring it to him at his office. They would eat together, stealing glances at each other, and Savi's heart would skip a beat. Those were the days when love was new and exciting, and every moment together felt like a gift.

As she relived those memories, Savi's eyes began to well up with tears. She missed Ishaan, missed the way he used to make her laugh, the way he used to hold her hand. She felt a pang of guilt, knowing that she was now married to Rajat, but her heart still belonged to Ishaan.

Savi took a deep breath, trying to shake off the memories. She knew she had to move on, had to focus on her present life with Rajat. But as she looked at the lunch she had packed for him, she couldn't help but wonder if he would ever be able to fill the void left by Ishaan.

As Savi's memories continued to unfold, she recalled the little romantic moments she and Ishaan had shared in his office. She remembered how he would pull her into a quiet corner, his eyes locked on hers, and steal a kiss. The way he would hold her hand, his fingers intertwined with hers, sending shivers down her spine.

She remembered the way he would look at her, his eyes filled with adoration and love. The way he would whisper sweet nothings in her ear, making her blush and giggle.

Savi's heart skipped a beat as she relived those moments. She felt a flutter in her chest, a sense of longing and nostalgia. She missed those moments, missed the way Ishaan used to make her feel.

As she stood there, lost in thought, Savi felt a pang of guilt. She was married to Rajat now, and she knew she shouldn't be thinking about Ishaan in that way. But she couldn't help it. The memories were still so vivid, so real. And a part of her still longed for that kind of love and romance.

Savi came out with the lunch and placed it in front of Rajat and Sai. Just as she was about to turn away, she heard Kiaan's voice.

"Papa, promise me," Kiaan said, his eyes locked onto Rajat's. "You will bring my mumma back from jail."

Rajat's expression turned serious, and he nodded. "I promise, Kiaan. I'll do everything in my power to bring your mumma back home."

Savi's heart skipped a beat as she processed Kiaan's words and Rajat's promise. If Rajat's ex-wife was coming back, what would that mean for her own place in Rajat's life? And, more importantly, what would it mean for Sai?

She looked at Sai, who was oblivious to the conversation, happily eating his lunch. Savi's heart ached at the thought of Sai potentially forgetting her in favor of his real mother. She had grown to love Sai like her own, and the thought of losing his affection was unbearable.

As she watched Sai, Savi felt a pang of insecurity. Would she be replaced in Sai's life? Would he still need her, or would his real mother take her place? The uncertainty was suffocating, and Savi felt like she was losing her breath.

Savi felt like she was suffocating, like the air had been squeezed out of her lungs. Her anxiety spiked, and she could feel the familiar signs of a panic attack creeping in. Her heart racing, her breath catching, her mind spinning out of control.

She knew she couldn't let anyone see her like this. She couldn't let them know how fragile she was feeling. So she did the only thing she could think of - she fled.

She left the room abruptly, not even bothering to make an excuse. She just got up and walked out, closing the door behind her. She didn't stop until she was safely inside her own room, the door shut and locked behind her.

Then, and only then, did she allow herself to break down. She sank to the ground, her back against the door, and let the panic wash over her. She took deep breaths, trying to calm herself down, but it was no use. The anxiety had her in its grip, and it wouldn't let go.

Savi's tears started flooding, streaming down her face as she sat on the floor, her back against the door. She felt overwhelmed, like she was drowning in her own emotions.

As she cried, she murmured to herself, her voice barely audible. "Isha Maa told me a second marriage would solve all my problems. I could be happy again..."

But her words trailed off, and she couldn't finish the sentence. Because the truth was, she wasn't happy. She was still struggling, still trying to come to terms with her past and her present. And now, with Rajat's ex-wife potentially coming back into the picture, she felt like her whole world was being turned upside down.

Savi's tears flowed harder, and she buried her face in her hands, letting the sobs rack her body. She felt so lost, so alone, and she didn't know how to find her way back to happiness again.

Savi's eyes closed, and she let out a deep sigh. Her mind began to wander, taking her back to a time when she was happy, when she was in love, when she was expecting her first child.

She remembered the day she told Ishaan about her pregnancy. She had been so nervous, so excited, and Ishaan had been overjoyed. He had swept her into his arms, twirling her around the room, and showering her with kisses.

Savi's heart ached as she remembered the way Ishaan had looked at her, the way he had held her, the way he had loved her. She had felt so safe, so loved, and so happy.

As she sat on the floor, surrounded by the silence of her room, Savi felt a pang of longing. She missed Ishaan, she missed the way he used to make her laugh, the way he used to hold her hand, the way he used to love her.

Tears began to fall from her eyes again, and Savi let them flow. She was lost in her memories, lost in her grief, and lost in her longing for a love that she would never have again.

As Savi sat on the floor, surrounded by her memories of Ishaan, she couldn't help but think that she had made a mistake by getting married again so quickly. It felt like she had rushed into her marriage with Rajat, without giving herself enough time to heal and process her emotions.

She thought about how she had been struggling to connect with Rajat, how she had been feeling like she was just going through the motions of being a wife. She realized that she had been trying to fill the void left by Ishaan's death with her marriage to Rajat, but it wasn't working.

Savi felt a pang of regret and uncertainty. Had she made a mistake by getting married again? Should she have taken more time to focus on herself and her own healing? The questions swirled in her mind, leaving her feeling lost and unsure of what to do next.

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