LOVED OR NOT.

part 9

MARY MARGARET POV
I handed the book over to Jay. Henry and I looked at Jay just to see if anything comes to her. Jay tossed the book to the end of her bed. I ran over with some gloves on and said,"What is the matter? What did you see?" Jay was rocking back and forth really fast and banging her head against the wall really hard. I thought quickly I started to hum a song that I hummed to Neal.
It did work and we didn't have to get the doctor. I did said again," What did you see? Jay, are you ok?"
Jay nodded and said,"I think so. What happened? Why I am bleeding?" I moved my hand to see what Jay hit her head on. When I checked her head she has a huge gush on tg e back of her head.
I said," Henry go and get Dr. Whale. Jay can you move forward just for a little while so I can see what you hit your head on?" Henry left and Jay moved up. When Jay move forward what I seen was a bloody mess but what I can see was that she hit her head on a nail that was sticking out about a good one inch or so.
Jay said," Why can't I have a normal life like a normal person. I hat having these episodes. If I go to sleep I'll wake up screaming. About getting chased by some name the Evil Queen. Red fighting King George's men so some guy named David can get a way. Something that has to do with that damn forest or woods." After that Henry and Dr. Whale came in.
I said with a clam but yet worry voice,"I gave Henry's book to her than she started to rock back and forth hard and fast. While she was rocking she was banging her head hard. Than I tried to clam her down by humming to her. She is bleeding from the the back of her head."
Dr. Whale said,"Let's see how bad you did yourself this time."

JAY POV

Henry said,"Should I go and your parents, Jay?" For once in a long time I felt very comfortable don't know why. I nodded my head no.
Mary Margaret said,"What did you see? Henry, why don't you go home? I'll see you tomorrow." Henry nodded in agreement and left.
Dr. Whale said,"You need some stitches. Do you want anything for the pain?"
I did want some paun killers but with my past. So I said instead,"No, I'll be alright. As long as I can talk to Mary Margaret. You can also take so blood if you want to do a DNA testing for Mary Margaret."
Mary Margaret insisted that I take something for t he pain. I stuck by my guns no pain killers. Mary Margaret said,"You don't have to show us how tough. If you don't want it I can hold your hand if you?"
I said," Sure. Let's see if I can remember. Ok I seen you being chase by someone who looked alot like your friend Regina. Seen what you to some unborn child. Your wedding day and the birth of two children. The capture of Rumpelstiltskin, I remember him from my favorite tv show he gave me the chills. All the deals he had made with some of or all of those inside that book."
Dr. Whale said while stitching up my head," Did you see someone that looks like me?"
I said," I sure did. I also saw someone who I think she is the head nun here in town. How Grumpy become Grumpy. That all I can remember."
Mary Margaret said," You doing great about answering my questions. Here is one more question where were you found or placed before you were adopted by your first family?"
I said,"They said that they found me on the side of a road in Maine area. Why?"
Mary Margaret said," You weren't in this world for 30 years unlike my daughter Emma. If blu wasn't blu and was someone else but who?"
I said,"Well if my memory serves correctly from my favorite tv show she is called Cora the Evil Queen's mother. But I could be wrong."
Mary Margaret said with some confusion," How did you know that? Do you want som French fries? You need to eat something."
Dr. Whale said,"All done. Do you need anything to make fall asleep?"
I said," Nope thank you. Can you let me know what the test show please? I always wondered why my parents gave me up. If I can find them that would be great." Dr. Whale nodded yes.
While I was trying to sit up, Mary Margaret said,"What happens when you do find them. Meaning your birth parents." She put the food on a moving table thing.
I said after getting adjusted to comfortable spot," When ask them why, did they give me up. Was I bad curse to them or what?"
Mary Margaret said," Maybe they didn't have a choice. They probably wanted the best for you. "
I really wanted to cut but talking to Mary Margaret was helping. I said after I finish my bite of the burger, "Thank you. Why don't you go home and get some rest. I'll be fine. Unless you told my mom that you here with me."
Mary Margaret said," Yep. I did tell her that I will sta with you. I had asked for a small cot to sleep on. I'll go to sleep when you aee sleeping."
I said," Alright I'm done eating. I'll try to sleep but no guarantee that I will stay a sleep."
I tried to fall asleep. I must had slept for awhile before I started to scream for my girlfriend, Sharna. I guess I was loud enough for Mary Margaret to wake up and tried to wake me up. She had to get Dr. Whale because when I woke up they was around me. Mary Margaret was trying not to cry but did a little . I said, "What the heck happened to me? I didn't have another episode?" They both nodded no.
Mary Margaret said while wiping the tears from her face," You slept for about 5 hours before screaming your friend's name. I tried to wake you up for about twenty minutes but nothing. I went to get Dr. Whale he gave you something to wake you up." Dr. Whale nodded in agreement.
I said," NO, episode? Just a really bad, scary dream. I really don't want talk about it right now. I would like to have a notebook and a pencil or pen with white out."
They gave it to me and I started to write a story which is usually about my dreams. I looked at the clock behind the door and it said 7:35am.
Mary Margaret said," Do you to eat some more of burger and French fries?" I nodded yes. Mary Margaret said," What are you doing? May I see it after you are done?"
I said," You may after you go to work. Go and get ready. By time you leave your work I should be done."
REGINA POV
I walked into the hospital to go and see Jay. Before getting ti Jay's room I bumped into Mary Margaret. I said, "Going somewhere in a rush? Claim down. Hey why aren't you with Jay?"
Mary Margaret said," Well I to get ready for work and Jay insisted that I go. Last night was not an easy one. How was Henry?"
I said," He was ok. I guess. Why? What happened?" I normally don't get panicky but for some reason I did.
Mary Margaret said," Well Jay kinda freaked out on us meaning she touched Henry's book within seconds she tossed it and rocking back and forth and banging her head til it bleed. I got her to stop but after sleeping 5 hours she started to scream that girl Sharna."
I said," Nope. Henry didn't say anything to me. Maybe he said something to Emma. Isn't today Saturday?" We both looked at each other for about five minutes.
Mary Margaret said while looking at her phone," You know what it is. Why don't I go home and change clothes and come back in an hour. You can stay with Jay until her parents come." I nodded in agreement and we went our separate ways. I head to Jay's room with some breakfast.
When I got to her room, Dr. Whale was there talking to Jay. I said," I am sorry for interrupting. I am to take over for little while."
Dr. Whale said while getting up from a chair next to Jay," We are done anyway. Just call if you need anything. Jay, I am glad that I can help you out. See you later Jay and Regina." He left the room and I said while putting breakfast on the moveable table," I seen your parents at GRANNY'S eating breakfast. Your mom Kelly had ask if I was on my way to see you, Jay. I told yes and I thought that you would like a good breakfast than the hospital food." Jay didn't even say a work and when I actually looked at Jay. I knew something was wrong but what isthe question.
I said,"What's the matter Jay? What were you and Dr. Whale talking about when I came in?"
Jay didn't say anything except went back to the notebook and began to write again. About thirty minutes past well we were still eating breakfast I was halfway done and Jay maybe ate 1/4 of it.
I said," Jay, may I read what you aee writing about? Mary Margaret doesn't have to go to work today."
Jay said while still writing in the notebook," I will let you read it because you don't cry so much as the others. Why is that? Did you have fake everything did meaning the emotions?"
I stop to think before answering Jay's great questions. While I was thinking, Jay beagn to write again. Within five minutes I said," You know after my boyfriend, Daniel the stable boy,die I guess I just shut down and let revenge get the better part of me.I do cry. I just do it alone."
Jay said,"I am now done. Thank you for that talk. Now how can I control my powers?" Jay hand the notebook to me and I was shocked by what was inside.