I Adore You

Chapter 51: it's a new year

Walking into the house Sean was on a mission he needs to find her and tell her. He went to his friend and his family for advice which didn't help him at all they all said the same thing you have to do what your heart wants you to do. He just wanted someone to tell him it he should give her a chance or not because he really didn't know what to do. The betrayal he felt by her was still there but the love was also.

Should he give her a chance, and forget that she practically killed his unborn child and cheated on him with 2 different guys then dumped him.

How could someone forget something like that and go back to the same person that did it?

It's like Rihanna going back to Chris after he beat her.

It's just not right and it won't end up working. The other person would end up thinking less of the other and have less respect for that person going back to the one person that caused them the most pain.

Sean would be reminding Ariana of one of the worst times in her life every time she was with him. He would be a reminder of the child she could of had.

What kind of people would want to do that to each other. No matter how much you love and you say forgive and forget is always going to be sitting at the back of their minds.

So of course Sean didn't know why he was looking for Ariana to tell her that he wanted to try it one more time. He was setting Ariana and himself up for more heartache.

But love for Ariana overruled the hurt and betrayed how that was possible he didn't know.

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

"Oh hey Sean I didn't know you were coming." Liz said appearing in front of Sean.

"Oh hey, yeah it was kinda last minute." Sean told her "when's the next season of sex and drugs and rock and roll coming?" He asked

"Oh I don't know we haven't even started filming yet, there might not even be a second season because there weren't a lot of people watching the first season." Liz said

"What? There has to be I loved it." Sean shocked

"Liz there you are. Oh hey Sean I didn't know you were coming." Frankie said walking up to the both of them "I'm going to have to steal Liz away real quick."

"Oh yeah that's cool, oh wait do you know where your sister is?" Sean asked

"Last time I checked she was in her room." Frankie said before walking off with Liz

Sean nodded his head and made his way through the crowded house to Ariana's room.

"Everyone is loving you're single." Sean said finally breaking the silence.

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you