I Adore You

chapter18:why not

It's been a few weeks since Sean and I started dating and been great, he has been working really hard on his album and was in the studio as much as he could, I've been in there with him and I think that this album or his s going to be one of his best.

Finally October came around, my favorite time of the year, and my family and I were going overboard with the decorations like usual. I so happy because Frankie was coming back home from being on big brother.

I went downstairs to play with my puppies in the backyard. As I got to the backyard they started running towards me so I bent down but they didn't stop, so I stood up and put my hands on my hips playing casual hoping no one saw what happened. Feeling two arms wrap around my waist, I turned around to see Sean with his perfect smile looking down at me.

"What are you doing here? I thought you were supposed to be in New York?" I managed to get out instead of screaming with joy and squeezing him to death

"You told me about this a bit while ago I wasn't going to miss it." I was do glade he came because I was missing him like crazy.

"How long are you staying for?" I asked

"Only a day, I'm have a o leave tomorrow, I wanted to see what this horror night you keep raving about for myself" bringing me in closer he put his forhead on mine and we just looked at each other for a while before we shared a nice and long kiss. Wrapping my arms around his neck the kiss became more intensed and heated.

"Uh are you guys done sucking on each others faces and ready to go." Liz said as she crossed her arms interupting our make out session.

"Yeah were coming, and your the one to talk miss I always have a be sucking on Leon face when I have the chance" I said grabbing hold of Sean's hand and following Liz

"Oh, Zeno Mo beatz and his girl came along."

"That's cool the more the marrier and I want to see them scream like little girls." I said giggling.

**********hours later*********

I liked seeing hanging so well with my friends unlike most of my ex's I didn't have to force him to interact with them he just meshed so well with them. Walking hand in hand with Sean laughing at and having so much fun, at first show as much affection because we were in public and we weren't out to the media yet but as the night we started to care less and less about who saw us.

"Oh my god, Mo you were screaming like a girl. Like you were more scared then your girl." Sean said in between laughs

"I wouldn't be talking Sean it looked like your were going to run off screaming in that maze."Mo Beatz said

"OK I admit that I scared that shit was dark and freaky." Sean said putting his arm around my shoulders

"Yeah you were holding onto me pretty damn tight, and when that person dressed like a zombie jumped in front you hid behind me " I said teasing him by now there was non stop laughter all around.

By the time we got home it was 2 in the morning.

"Eww Liz and Leon can you stop or like get a room, actually no I don't want to here you guys." Jones told Liz and Leon as they were in a heated make out session.

I wish he didn't have to leave I wish the night didn't have to come to an end I just want to be able to be with him all the time but I can't because of our careers and our schedules but I will always appreciate every moment I get with him.

I took Sean up to my room and laid in his arms staring up at the celling.

"I wish you didn't have to leave in the morning." I said breaking the silence

"I know but it's part of the job, but I'm also always just a text or call away no matter what time it is you call me when when you miss me to much."

"OK" I said, rolling on my side and proping myself up on my elbow, I kiss him sweetly on the lips he returns the kiss right away our lips moving in sync for a while I sit on top of him so I'm straddling him. He moving his tunge along my bottom lip asking to enter, granting entrance, becausr well why wouldn't I, kiss becomes more intense and and heated. Moving from his lips to neck, I suck and nibble on his neck

"Ariana." Sean said but I just continued, I began to take my shirt but Sean stoped me, I looked up at him

"Were not having sex Ariana." He told

"Why not?" I asked

"Because-" he started to say be cut him off

"I'm not a little girl Sean I can have sex." I said going in to kiss him, but he held me back

"No Ariana were not having sex." He

"Why the hell not!?"I said raising my voice getting angry getting off of him

" OK, calm down." He said

"Don't fucking tell me calm down!"

"OK Ariana, can we just talk for a sec?"

"No, I don't want to talk just get please." I told him, taken aback a bit he gets off the bed and tries to come over to me but I yell at him to not touch me and to get out. Throwing his hands out in defeat he left my room, and I sat on my bed as my eyes started to well up with tears. I could hear Liz Alexa Sasha out the door asking him what's wrong and him say that he doesn't know. Alexa opened the door and poked her head in

"Ariana what's wrong? what happened?" She asked as she came in and sat next to me on the bed

"Yeah we heard yelling" Sasha added. I sat there silently for a while and didn't say anything

"Look Ari we are your best friends you can tell us anything." Liz said taking a deep breath I looked up at them and started to explains what happened.

"Well we were kissing and it got more intense and heated..."

"Wait did he try making you do something you weren't ready for." They asked concerned.

"No no no."

"OK then what happened?"

"Well, as the make out session started to get more heated I started to take my shirt ,you know, and he stopped me and told we that we weren't going to do and I got really mad and stated to yell at him, and didn't let him explained." I continued

"You're on your pireode aren't you?" Sasha asked smirking

"Mhm." I said feeling kinda embarrassed as to how I acted and treated Sean

"Oh my go Ari you have to go apologize and explain why you acted like a crazy ass bitch." Alexa told me

"I dont want to tell me I'm ony pireode."

"Well your going to have to he probably thinks he did something really bad and that you hat him." Liz told "if you don't I will." She added.

"Fine" I said getting up from my spot on the bed and leaving my room to go find Sean. When I saw Sean he was playing with Toulouse

"Hey." I said walking up to him playing with my hands.

"Hey." He said as he got up from the floor.

"Umm well, I'm really sorry how I acted upstairs it just that ugh, well I over reacted because well you on know that thing that girls have that makes them really moody and yeah so ugh yeah." I said playing with my hands nervously

"Look baby, girl." He said putting two fingers under my chin so would look at him " I get it, you get super crazy during a time pireode of the mouth its natural. " he continued and lowered his arms to my waist bring my into a hug.

"But like why don't you want to though." I asked bidding my face in his chest

"Well first your on your pireod." He said

"Besides that because you didn't know that before."

"OK well first I want our first time together to be special to mean something I want to be able to spend the whole next day with you instead of having to leave and after I'm done with you your body won't be the same toy would be sore for days." He said and I couldn't help but smile