I Adore You

chapter48: Secret and lies

"Sean" Ariana said

"Hey Ariana, "Sean awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck

"What are you doing." Ariana said in a lower voice a more seductive tone.

"I came because I need to talk to you."

Ariana lead Sean to the living and sat down knowing this conversation was going to come sooner or later, She just wishes thag maybe it could have been a little later. She should have known that this thing whatever it was that her and Sean had going on would end, and she knew that Sean would start asking questions about what happened just a few months ago.

They sat silently for a few minutes both of their minds running wild. Sean trying to figure how to tell Ariana he wants to really be with her and Ariana panicking about the questions she thought Sean would Sean would flinging her way.

"I want to be with you." Sean finally said breaking the silence between them, hear I those words come out of Sean's mouth Ariana let out a breath of relief until it really clicked what Sean had said

"What?"Arianan asked Sean

"I want to be with you."he repeated

"Why?" Ariana blurted out

"Because what we had was amazing I could see myself really being with you, and I know you broke up with me probably because your younger then me by a few years the distance was a little to much for tou to handle, but right now the tours are finished we could go back to being and seeing where this could go."Sean told her. Ariana nodded her head then sponge head she couldn't be Sean she was with Ricky she was dating Ricky she couldn't just leave him

"Sean," Ariana said "I'm with someone one else our relationship ended months ago for a reason and im not going to leave Ricky for you Ricky makes me happy and he gives me so something you wouldn't. "

you're the only girl that brings me back
'Cause baby I want all the strings
attached
It's like always and forever
I won't let a moment pass
And when I'm with you I feel better
I want all the strings
All the strings attached
I want all the strings
All the strings attached

Sean nodded his continuously and smiled turning away from Ariana and started walking away.

"Hey" Ariana said stopping Sean "We can still keep doing what we've been doing though just because I don't want to be your actual girlfriend shouldn't stop that."
Sean turned around to look at Ariana in the eye "I don't think we should." Sean told her

"C'mon we've been doing this for months why are you just changing you mind?" Ariana asked

"Because I'm 27 years old I'm not looking for a booty call or a friend with benefit I'm want a real relationship and if you don't want to give me that, that's fine I'll find someone who wants what I want." Sean and Ariana stood there silent she wanted to say she wanted she really did but she couldn't if she did she would lose something she wasn't willing to lose

"Hey Ariana I got your text and I have your refill." Ricky said as he walked into the house

Sean turned his head from the direction Ricky's voice came from back to Ariana.

"I should get going you boyfriend is back." Sean said

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay

I wanna go back,
Forget that it's over
Paint it in black,
When you left me alone
I never knew,

"Oh, hi Sean." Ricky said once Sean walked to the front door "I never thought I'd see you again, at least not with Ariana would habe thought you had more self respect."

"Ricky." Ariana said and shook her head

"Excuse me." Sean said turning to Ricky

"I said that I just thought you'd have more self respect for yourself." Ricky repeated himself to Sean earning a shake of the head from Ariana

"I don't know about you but I have plenty respect for myself, I think your the one that doesn't have self respect, do you know how bad you make yourself look. You get with girl right after a break up which makes you look like yoir desperate and that you cant get a girl when she's in her right mind, plus she's your boss and famous you make yourself look like a fucking chump ass golddigger who's hungry for fame." Sean told him making Ricky angrier by the second

"Ricky no," Ariana said before Ricky coukd said or do anything stepping in between boy guys "Sean I think you should go." She told him

"Whatever I dont want to fucking be here anyway."Sean said and stormed out the house

"You fucking tell the truth did you?" Ricky said shaking his head at her and leaving her as well

"I just couldn't." Ariana said

Put you in the past,
Try to forget you 'cause it's over
And every time you ask
I'll pretend I'm okay
You're inside my head
In the middle of the night
When I don't feel right
I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah