"You're okay, honey?"
"Hhmmnn," sagot lang nang babae sa kanya.
"Go to sleep, then."
"Don't go, okay?"
"I won't." And kissed her head.
He felt her immediately dozed off after a while, her breathing became even.
His emotion still in high. Too high in fact, he wanted to jump in the bed and shout. He was too happy he felt his heart's gonna explode any minute.
They just had their third bout of lovemaking. And even after that, he still wanted to make love to her.
Sa sobrang pagod nito, agad itong nakatulog.
Siya, still hard for wanting her.
He's so addicted to her he never wanted to stop.
But his fragile fiancee needs to rest.
Mali pala siya nang sapantaha noon una. Akala niya, once he has his fill on her, he'll be done and look for other bed. He never thought making love to her will be an addiction.
His wife-to-be was a proud virgin. And a good student, a very good one in fact, he became the student in the end. He showed her how to kiss, and she showed him the real meaning of sex, of making love. She maybe naive on the sensuality of the act, but she surely knows how to show it with love.
Those moments when they became one kept repeating on his mind. The look that she gave him as he entered her, the trust that she gave when he told her everything will be alright, the love that was in her eyes when he guided her to the universe, and the happiness that he'd seen when she reached the stars. All those things, he could still clearly remembered. And how his heart wanted to burst at that same moment when he spilled his seed inside her.
Never he gave a thought about his bed partner every time he had sex with women. During those times, he only thought about his own satisfaction. But for the first time in his adult life, he thought about her satisifcation first before his. Seeing her reached climax almost made him reached his own. He gave and gave, not thinking of getting back. And yet, he felt happy. He was at his most high when she cried out of pleasure. At those three times that they did it, he gave her all pleasures that he knows of. But in the end, he was the one fully satisfied.
And the more he kissed and make love to her, the more he gets addicted to her taste, to her smell, to her body, to her everything. And immediately thinking that she might get used to this, to him, makes him worry.
"My kryptonite," he whispered as he planted another kiss on her head.
He slowly removed her from his top, but she stirred. Balak niya sanang bumaba sa kusina at uminom nang tubig. His fiance left him hungry and thirsty for food. And for her.
Hinintay niyang lumampas ulit ang limang minuto bago inulit ang attempt na makawala dito. And again, gumalaw ito. Ayaw siyang pakawalan. Hinigpitan pa nito lalo ang yakap sa kanya.
He smiled.
"Honey, I love you," she murmured in her sleep at lalong nagsumiksik sa kanya." And I'm sorry, hindi ko alam, wala akong alam," patuloy nito.
What is she saying? Nananaginip ba ito o gising na? Bakit ito nagsu-sorry? Anong hindi alam? Anong walang alam na sinasabi nito?
"Honey?"
Zzzz....
She's dreaming.
"It's probably nothing," he mumbled before he drifted off to sleep.
