lost in confusion ↣ luke brooks/beau brooks

Chapter Twenty Four

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I lay in bed, just thinking as my head was placed on Beau's toned stomach, his chest raising slightly as he breathed in his sleep. This was really wrong what I was doing, but Luke needed to learn his lesson. But am I just as bad as him? Maybe, but that doesn't matter anymore, to me anyway. I felt confident. I just hope this doesnt hurt Beau. He has enough baggage. I traced small hearts on Beau's stomach with my index finger. I placed my hand on Beau's arm gently, careful not to wake him. I placed his arm on his stomach so I was facing it. I glanced at his cuts, no fresh ones. Maybe he took in what I said to him. Hopefully. He didn't deserve that for himself, he's one of the nicest people I know. He's too sweet. I placed my lips to his cuts and kissed them gently, he needed the motivation, even if he was sleeping whilst I did this deed. He deserved happiness, maybe I could give it to him. I'm fully aware of his feelings for me, and if this is a way to make Beau happy and get Luke's revenge then so be it.

I slipped out of his grip slowly, removing my small frame from his other arm that draped over my shoulder. I climbed out of the bed and slipped on some underwear and pajammas as we forgot to get changed after our actions last night.
I walked over to my dresser and grabbed out my diary, I hadn't written in it for a while. I wrote the date and wrote about what happened with Luke, my plan with Beau and how I guess I was using him. I placed it in the dresser again and left it like it never existed.
My mom was at work so we didn't have to worry about her finding us or anything, it's not like she would check anyway. Sure she cared for me and everything but she knew I was capable of taking care of myself. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and returned to my room. Beau's eyes fluttered open as he stretched his arms above his head, letting out a yawn.

I smiled at him and crawled over to his body, kissing his cheek gently. He cracked a grin to placed his hands on my waist, pulling my petite body on top of his. I straddled his hips and kissed him gently. We shared a long passionate kiss until Beau decided to get out of bed. He realised he was naked and his face flushed a bright red. It was really funny because he looked like he'd committed a crime of some sort. I let out a loud giggle and he chuckled along with me. He grabbed his clothes from the previous night and slipped them on before making his way over to me, placing a firm grip on my hands as he stood infront of me, smiling and leaning in, brushing his lips against mine gently.

"So, where do we stand?", he said, cracking a smirk.

"You chose", I said winking at him sarcastically. I had him right where I wanted him.

"Hmm, Kelsey, will you be my girlfriend?", he said.

"Hmm, no, only kidding, yes of course!", I said placing my lips onto his, smiling against his lips.

I pulled away from our short passionate kiss and grabbed his hand, leading him downstairs. We entered the kitchen as I searched the cupboards for breakfast. I found pancake mix so I started cooking it. I flipped the pancakes and accidentally flipped only too high and it landed on Beau's head. He laughed it off though, but eventually came over to me and threw it at me. Can't say I didn't expect it. We laughed at eachother and ended up having more kisses and messy faces due to our pancake war. Don't get me wrong, I loved spending time with Beau but I obviously still had feelings for Luke, and it just wasn't like this with Beau, I didn't expect it to be like that anyway. But maybe I SHOULD move on to someone new like Beau, I need someone new in my life to replace Luke, I'm so tired of all the same old things.

I walked upstairs and got a shower whilst Beau sat on my bed tweeting fans and all of that stuff he does on twitter. I've never really payed attention to what the boys do on twitter but I do know they are really good to their fans. I got out of the shower and slipped on a pair of light blue bleached skinny jeans and a white flowy top. I put on my usual light foundation, eyeliner and mascara and then returned to Beau. I slipped on my purple Vans and took Beau's hand. He told me he needed to go get a shower in his house and get changed so I decided to come along. I grabbed my phone and we walked downstairs, locked the door and started walking to the Brooks. It was weird, usually I'd go to the Brooks to see Luke, not Beau. But whatever.

We arrived at the Brooks after walking from mine, just talking to Beau and play fighting. It was really nice being with him actually. We entered his house and we walked up to his room. I had to make sure Luke saw us though, but then again I didn't care anyway, I was a little nervous to see him again incase I decided to feel bad for him and go running back to him. Hopefully I wouldn't. I walked into his room with Beau trailing behind. He walked over to his drawers and picked out a pair of jeans and a white singlet. He kissed my cheek and told me he'd be 20 minutes to get ready and shower etc.

I got bored after spending five minutes in his bedroom and decided to go downstairs. I sat in the living room as Luke walked in, coincidence? I stared down at my phone as he spotted me and stopped his walking.

"Uh, Kelsey? Why are you here? Not to be rude I'm just wondering..", he said a little uncomfortably.

"Waiting on Beau, he's showering", I said, looking up from my phone.

"Ooh, why beau?", he said, obviously very confused.

"Um, we're going out somewhere, he said were going on a date later or something so", I said.

Luke stared blankly at me with his eyes almost popping out of their sockets. He looked hurt and saddened, but mostly shocked. He obviously didn't think I'd move on this fast. I mean, yeah sure I told him I need to move on but he obviously didn't think I meant in terms of the next couple of hours. Hmm, all part of the best revenge. When I looked at Luke now though I just saw revenge. Hmm.

"Oh", he said and walked out of the room. He looked like he was about to cry.

I didn't wanna hurt him that bad but I did. Mixed emotions always got the better of me. I left the room and walked up stairs quietly. Beau still wasn't out of the shower yet so I decided to hang upstairs. I was about to go into Jai and Luke's room to catch up with Jai when I em heard sobbing and whimpering. I'm guessing Jai wasn't home, and that was Luke. I felt really awful. I placed my hand on the door knob and opened the door slowly. Luke's head shot up to look at me and he instantly wiped his tears away. He thought he could hide his crying from me. Hmm.

"What's wrong?", I said walking over to him.

He sat on Jais bed with his head in his hands.

"N-nothing", he whimpered.

"Luke tell me what is wrong", I said sternly.

"It's nothing", he said as he walked out of the room, slamming the door behind him.

He really had it in for me then? I left the room and sat on Beau's bed again. Beau soon entered the room fully dressed and cleaned. He took my hand and lead me downstairs. He grabbed his car keys and kissed me gently yet passionately as Luke walked in. We pulled away and Luke walked away quickly. We gave eachother a small glance and then we walked out to the car, hand in hand. I have to say I was sort of developing a few feelings for Beau.

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