Chapter Twenty Five

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by irwindrugs

by irwindrugs

GUYS I REALLY NEED YOU TO LET ME KNOW..

JAI OR DANIEL?

IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT OKAY UH YEAH ENJOY!

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I spent the day with Beau, just being funny, cute and basic romance. There was something about Beau that made my heart skip a beat. I definitely had feelings for this boy now, it wasn't even for revenge anymore. He was so sweet and I'm so glad to call him mine. I wouldn't say I 'love' him yet though. Love is a strong word. It shouldn't be thrown about carelessly. In my opinion that's where relationships go wrong, they carelessly throw around their words of love when they don't even know what love is yet. I wasn't using Beau anymore, I really did like him, I'm that bad. I couldn't help but feel bad for Luke though, but he deserved it. Now he knows how I felt when I saw him and that other girl. But I'm not going to break up with Beau to keep Luke happy. Luke will move on. Eventually.

Beau is so sweet. We went to the mall and walked around Melbourne and he bought me a bunch of flowers, and he walked me to this gorgeous little lake that I'm guessing no one knew about because no one was around. I was really beautiful. Beau said he comes here to think and stuff. It was covered by cute little trees and bushes with different flowers around it. It had lots of tree stumps around it and it was dark on the inside but a really pretty glow of light hit against the lake. It was barley a lake, it was more like a pond, without the leaves and fish. It was really small actually, really unusual. It was a clear blue, nothing I'd ever seen before really. It was a beautiful area. Beau and I just spent the rest of the day there. We talked and shared intimate moments together. Maybe Beau is what I need all of this time. He's sweet, nice, caring, loving, and a huge bonus is how gorgeous he is, I mean this boy is beautiful, he's the full package.

We soon got tired and began to walk back towards the car. We climbed into the car and drove back to Beau's house and decided to have a little movie night in. We picked out a couple of movies from Jai's collection. White Chicks, Taken and Paranormal Activity. A movie for each mood I guess. White Chicks because its funny. Taken because its a thriller. And Paranormal Activity because its scary and a simple excuse to cuddle up to Beau.

We grabbed a couple blankets and lay on Beau's bed and put Taken on first. We cuddled together just playing with eachothers fingers, barely even paying attention to the film. We stared into eachothers eyes 99% of the time just kissing and being cute together. This was just perfect. Jai ended up joining us to watch White Chicks one Taken had ended, because Jai finally came home and it was his favourite film. I guess Luke felt awkward to come up, I didn't want that I guess. I just wanted Luke to move on right now I guess, but I can probably admit I'd be slightly jealous if he dated a new girl.

I guess obviously I still have a few small feelings for him, and yeah obviously I would be jealous if I saw him with another girl..but that's really only because I did love him. Yeah yeah I know I say that love gets thrown around too much but I honestly did love Luke and he broke my heart, and maybe that's why I feel like I'd be jealous. My first real love, with another girl after breaking my heart? C'mon, like you WOULDN'T feel a tiny bit jealous.

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hi yeah um ok I need your advice!!

would you guys rather have long chapters but only have like 30 - 40 or shortish chapters and have like 60? It's all gonna have the same story and writing just more spread out or less spread out!:) comment what you want?

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