A Summer in Paris: a Spoby story

Chapter 48

Toby's POV:

"Please don't do anything to yourself!" I yell. "No. You don't get to stop me from anything anymore. You don't love me. I couldn't live without you before and now I can't live with with you. I hate you!" She screams at me through the door. It breaks my heart to hear her say that she hates me. It makes me want to just curl up and disappear. The only person that has ever loved me now hates me. Nice job Toby, you idiot. "Spencer please!" I plead. I go into the -A Lair and hear the water running in the bathroom. I go up to the adjoining wall from the -A lair to the bathroom. "Spence, please talk to me. Please just let me explain!" I say as I sink to the floor and start crying. She doesn't reply. "Will you at least call the girls? You're seriously scaring me," I yell. She still doesn't say anything. "Spencer I swear to God if you don't answer me... YOU'RE SCARING ME!" She's already tried to kill herself once because of me. "Be scared," she yells. "Be more than scared. It's not like you actually care anyways. You only care that soon I won't be here anymore for you to mess with." Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. "Spencer don't you dare do anything to yourself. Don't you dare hurt yourself," yell to her. "You think too small Toby!" No. No. No. No. No. This can't be happening. Not again. Not because of me. My only reason for living doesn't want to live anymore because of me and there is nothing I can do about it. The last time I was lucky to be able to get her off of that ledge. I was luck to be able to talk her out of it and save her. "Spencer! Please, baby, please don't! I LOVE YOU! I only did this to protect you! STOP! Stop whatever you are about to do and LISTEN TO ME!" I scream through the wall. "Stop distracting me," she cries. "No. Spencer no. Let me into the apartment now!" I cry back. I can't even see now because of how hard I'm crying. I'm bawling like a baby. Anyone who saw me now would think that I'm crazy. I need to get in there. I need to find a way into that apartment. I need to save her. I need to stop her. I can't let the love of my life kill herself. I can't just sit out pride the door while the love of my life takes hers. I take a deep breath, wipe my tears, and run out of the -A lair. Everyone on our floor was out of their apartments and in the hallway gawking at me. "Does anyone speak english?" I ask? "I do." A woman half way down the hall says. "Call the police for an ambulance, NOW!" I yell and then turn back to door number 2. I bang on the door. "Spencer Jill Hastings let me in this apartment!" She doesn't reply. Oh no what if I'm too late? I step back and brace myself as I run into the door. I fall back. Well that's not going to work. How am I going to get in there? The closet door! That door will be way easier to beak down. I run back into the -A lair and into the closet. I charge the door twice and I finally breaks open. I turn to the bathroom and of course that door is lock too. "Spencer unlock this door!" I demand. No answer. I'm so scared of what I'll find when I get in there. I take another breath and then charge that door too. When I step through the door I see blood. Blood everywhere. I drop to my knees. I cry. I cry that really loud and ugly cry. "Why? Why Spence? Why?" I pick her up and hold her in my arms. "How could you do this?" I rock back and forth. I block the tears away so I can see. She slit her wrists. I take my shirt and undershirt of and tie them tightly around her wrists to try and stop the blood from flowing out anymore. I press my two fingers to her neck. There's barely a pulse, but it's there. I lean down and hear that she's still slightly breathing. "I love you Spencer," I cry and I kiss her clammy forehead. "I love you too," I hear her whisper. I wipe the tears away and look down at her to see that her eyes are open, in little slits, but open none the less. "Stay with me Spence. Please! I can't loose you stay with me!" I plead, but then her eyes close.
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Author's Note:
Oh snap! Another cliff hanger. I'm sorry. I hoped you liked it though. What will happen? 20 votes and 15 comments to find out.