You Don't Love Me || Ziam (TEMPORARY HOLD)

39. Month After Month

Liam's POV

May

"Liam, your friend is here," Louis winked at me.

"Lou," I sighed, "Can you please tell him I'm not here or something. I just don't feel like going out or being with anybody really."

He nods and leaves my room. I sink back into my bed with my blanket covering my entire body as I close my eyes and try to sleep and stay that way. However, a few moments later Louis came back into my bedroom and got under the covers next to me as he smiled at me.

"Hi Li."

"Hi Lou," I returned his smile, "Thank you."

"Hey, you know I don't mind kicking people's asses out. But, are you okay?"

I nodded and scratched my nose.

"You sure? Because you've been doing really well since Zayn, you know, left. I mean its been like two months I think since it's happened now and now you don't wanna see your friend?" he winked at me again.

"Why do you keep winking at me when you mention Jordan?" I asked.

"Because he's your friend," he winked again.

"Yeah Lou. He's just a friend. Yeah we occasionally have sex, but friends."

"So why aren't you hanging out with him today. He said you made plans for today."

"Yeah, but I'm just not feeling it today," I shrugged.

"What happened?"

I sighed, "It's just that it's been like two months since he left and he hasn't called me or anything. I felt like he would have, but he hasn't. I know it's stupid, I sometimes drive by his flat and I know he's there because I see his car or I'll see him walking in or out of he flat. Like, he's still here but he's not."

"Liam, you were right about what you said, that you need to figure yourself out and stop pining and hanging on to Zayn. I know it might be hard to accept that you and him are finished, but you need to worry about yourself Liam. Do all the things that you want and now you have no pressure with Zayn. You're free," Louis pleases softly.

"I know, but Zayn was suppose to be there for me. For all of it. He said he'd show me the world, and now I'm going to see it on tour without him," I shrugged.

"You'll have your friends Liam throughout the tour," he rubbed my shoulder.

"He was my best friend," I mumbled.

"Hey! I was his best friend. What are you talking about," he joked.

I smiled at him, "Have you talked to him?"

"No, of course not. Not after what he did to everybody, to you."

Louis helped me realize that I needed to get over Zayn, and he practically pushed me out of the flat so I would go hang out with Jordan. Which is who I am with now at the gym. We're at his university gym because he gets free access to it so he and I decided to just go to the gym today since the plans I had planned kind of got late. Jordan really new all the good tricks and tips for working out your body which was really helpful for me since I was trying to get in and stay in shape. So while I was at the gym, he really helped me understand what to do and and what not to do. He's a great mentor. He spotted me while I was doing my bench press and held my feet down while I was doing sit ups and all.

"You're a great trainer," I panted after my sits ups.

"I don't think I signed on to be your trainer," he smiled.