Infinitely Yours (Completed)

Part 1

Infinitely Yours

© by kiaraunice, 2016

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Prologue

Forever. 3 syllables. 3 vowels. 4 consonants.

Sa wikipedia, it is eternity. A limitless amount of time. Permanent, kumbaga.

Sa dictionary, without ever ending. Something that would last.

Kung isesearch mo, kalimitan ganyan ang mga lalabas. 

Pero kung itatanong mo mismo sa tao?

"Walang ganyan!"

"Kalokohan!"

"Sa fairytale lang nangyayare yan!"

Nakakatawa ba? Umamin ka, ganyan ka rin 'no?

Okay lang, naiintindihan kita. Karamihan talaga satin ay hindi naniniwala dyan. Karamihan satin inis sa salitang yan. Bakit? Kasi minsa'y nabiktima na tayo nyan. Nasaktan na tayo nyan. Kaya akala natin, lahat ng taong dadating sa buhay natin, sasaktan din tayo. Pagsasawaan rin tayo. Masyado tayong naparanoid sa nakaraan.

Pero hindi lahat ng tao manloloko. Hindi lahat ng tao nagsasawa.

Porke ba niloko ka ng isa, manloloko na lahat?

Sinaktan ka lang ng isa, dinamay mo na lahat?

Oo, sabihin na nating ultimo mag asawa, naghihiwalay. Bakit? Kasi madali silang sumuko.

Pero hindi naman lahat ng tao ganun diba? Sigurado akong may tao paring seryoso. May tao paring naniniwala sa forever. Kasi naniniwala akong may tao paring tapat at totoo. Na kahit anu mang pagsubok ang harapin nila, hinding hindi sila nawawalan ng pag asa.

At isa na dun si Kryxia Mercado. Isang ordinaryong babaeng umiyak, nasaktan, naiwanan, pero hinding hindi sumusuko. Madami na syang pinagdaanan pero kumakapit parin sya sa pangako ng mahal nya.

May nawala, may dumating.. pero isa parin ang pinaniniwalaan nya.. may forever.

Dear Diary,

I have loved this certain kind of boy. He was everything to me. We we're so compatible for each other. We were perfect. Everything about him was magic. I told myself, 'He was the one'. I just can't explain my feelings for him. It was overflowing.

But a tragedy happened. An incident that I would never ever forget. He took him away from me.. forever. It hurts so bad. My heart was full of scars and I don't know how to take away the pain.

I tried loving someone else. I wouldn't want to be alone forever. I want to be happy.. so I did. But things are just so hard for me to understand. The sadness has finally returned. Yeah, it didn't work as I expected it to be. Now, I lost him and it's all my fault. I'm so confused. Damn, this heart. Is someone really meant for me?