" I DAMN HATE YOU!!! "
" Give me... back... my Night... "
Habang karga karga ako ni Night papunta sa Clinic nila, naalala ko nanaman ang babaeng yun..at ang lungkot sa kanyang mga mata nung makita niyang ako ang pinili ni Night na itayo kaysa sa kanya.
" Anong iniisip mo jan? "
" Ah..wala.. th---"
" Diba sabi ko wag ka ng mag-sorry..Weakling! "
" YABANG! "
Binuksan na niya ang pinto ng clinic at inupo ako sa silya. Maaliwalas ang panahon ngayon at tirik na tirik ang araw... sa akin.
Kinuha niya ang first aid kit at nilabas ang alcohol at bulak. Hindi muna ako mag-iinarte ngayon dahil... ngayon ulit ako nakikita ng taong may kalungkutan sa mata.Si mama ang kauna-unahan kong nakitaan ng ganyan.. wala ng sumunod nun after a year... Si Ara na ang sumunod..
" ARAY!! ANO BA!! PAPATAYIN MO BA AKO!! " nagising na ulit ako!!!
P*ste ang sakit! Idiin ba naman yung cotton na may alcohol sa sugat ko!
" Marami ang nabubuhay dito. Kaya di ka mamamatay! "
" Sino ba yung kanina? Kaaga-aga may galit agad sa akin? "
" Don't mind her... she's nothing."
" NOTHING?! OY! Alam mo bang sinabunutan niya ako dahil sayo! Lumayo ka kasi sa akin, napapahamak ako e!! "
" Ex ko siya. "
EX?! Kaya naman pala! E kung ex, bakit parang mahal pa rin siya nung girl? Pero, wag ko muna siya kulitin about dun... pero nacucurious ako e!!
" Ba't kayo naghiwalay?! "
" Gusto niya pumunta ng Canada, para sa dreams daw niya. "
" Dahil dun kaya kayo nagbreak? "
" Oo. "
" Sumuko ka naman agad! "
" Walang may gustong sumuko.. sadyang sinuko na lang kami ng tadhana. " kasabay nun ang paglungkot ng mga mata ni Night. Hindi ko na naalis pa ang maga mata ko sa kanya, mukha kasing mahal pa niya yung girl pero, parang di na rin siya umaasang magkakatuluyan pa sila.
" ARAY!!! ANO BA!!! "
" Wala ka nanaman sa sarili mo! Kanina ka pa, ano bang iniisip mo? "
" At sino ka naman para sabihan ko kung ano ang nasa isip ko?! " Wait lang... speaking of...
" Hindi pa pala natin kilala ang isa't-isa! " WOAH~ Napansin din niya!? Well, except sa akin kilala ko naman siya e!
" Kyuna! " nagpakilala ako. Tumingala siya sa akin at sinabi rin ang name niya.
" Night! Oh, baka pwede ka na magkwento? "
" Wala yung kanina, iniisip ko lang kung ano ang magiging kalagayan ko dito. "
Bago niya sagutin yung tanong ko, nilagyan niya ako ng band-aid sa magkabilaang siko at tuhod. Tumayo siya at...
" Ako ang nagdala sayo kaya responsibility kita. You don't have to stay with others, you'll only have me, you'll only see me. Your service for me will start now."
" ANONG SERVICE?! "
" What time is it? " huh?! Nagtatanong ako kung anong service yang sinasabi niya, tapos tanong rin ang isasagot niya. Tapos, wala pang connection sa usapan!
" 2:15, bakit? "
" Oh! Paano ba yan, see you...babe! " tsaka siya lumabas. Parehas sila ng ex niya.. NAPAKA CONYO! Tsaka babe???
O_O
Sh8T!!!!
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Ara's POV
" Girl, don't be so sad na ok! I'm here naman for you oh! " were currently staying at our tambayan which is called the "Peace Garden". Yeah. That's the name, so thi is were I vent out all my f*cking serious problems and emotions!
" He *sob* hates me... *sob* "
Why does he have to show to all of them that he doesn't care for me? He should've showed his sympathy for me a while ago, even a bit. Seeing him turning his back to me... makes me really cry hard... *sob* it's so depressing.
" No baby, he doesn't hate you, he just wanted more time and space to think about it... to think about your relationship. "
" ARE YOU F*CKING BLIND?! DID YOU SEE WHAT HAPPENED A WHILE BACK?! HE... *LOUD SOB* he didn't even ask if I'm ok... he left me without saying anything.. without even looking at me! "
Mina wrapped her warm arms around me and buried her chin onto my neck. She carresed my wavy brown hair and uttered.. " Comfort bhestie... alam mo naman siguro na hindi niya alam ang nangyare sayo noon, pero malay mo once na malaman niya kung ano ang ginawa mo for his damnsake, babalik rin yan for sure. "
" M-mina... I *sob* ..I don't know what to do anymore..."
Indeed, Too much love can kill you.. or should I say.. Too much love WILL kill you
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After sobbing and crying for one million seconds (convert that to hours if you want to) I let peace permeate my mind and went out of our 'tambayan'. Mina bought me an ice cream. She said, depressed people often eat ice cream. And soooo.. I tried. But swear, it didn't work on me!
When we left the vicinity, we went back to our classroom and I was very surprise to see that girl's face. Gee~ she's my classmate!??? God, what challenge am I taking this year?! I'm tired already.
This is my tortured life!
What's more torturing..? The fact that she's my seatmate! Oh jellybean~ Night really loves me, doesn't he!?
" So.. the goofus is my seatmate. "
" Pwede ba... di na nga kita pinapansin, pinapansin mo pa rin ako. Crush mo ko noh! " and WTF! She smile at after saying that. After what she did a while back she'll just... OH! What a b*tch!
" GOSH! I'm homophobic for your information! "
" Ba't mo ko ginugulo? " she smile again?!
" Do I have to repeat myself..? I damn hate you. "
" Sabi nila the more you hate the more you love. " She's creepppyyy~!
" ARE TRYING TO MESS UP WITH ME?! " I already loss my patience towards this girl!! I wanna break her neck!! She's a shi*!!
" Ms. Herera, ba't ba sigaw ka ng sigaw? Good afternoon class"
ARGH~ So what now? I'm the devil and she's the angel?! Well, I believe, this is my story! I shouldn't give her anything that's mine.. even Night!
I was about to sleep when sudenly someone spoke on the intercom.
" Attention! To all students, there will be a despedida party for the Seniors at Kiddie's Club. You are expected to be there after school. Late comers will not be entertained thank you! "
Geez~ Luckily I'm still in Grade 10! No hard feelings for me! Will Night be coming..? Oh.. why don't we ask his girl?
" Hey, is Night coming? "
" Malay! Ngayon lang naman inaanounce kaya di rin namin napag-usapan. " Oh! Yeah' Stupid Ara!
" Will you attend? " If she'll attend then I'm 1000% sure that my precious Night will come.
" Hmm.. Minsan lang naman e so yep! " damn your smile! Yeah~ I admit she's pretty when smiling, but... she's my rival so I can't praise her!
" Then rest assure he'll attend! "
Oh Night... I have a very beautiful surprise just for you. I'll make sure you'll remember everything we've shared..before!
