Without You Is How I Disappear

No, not Steve!

{Gerard's P.O.V }

I woke up in a bright, white room with lights shining into my eyes. I blinked a few times as the lights seemed to dim down and my sight became less of a blur.

I noticed a figure bend over the side of my bed. At first they were fuzzy and I only saw blobs of colour but they seemed to block out the light and become clear.

"Frank, turn down the lights." It was Lyn-z. Her sweet voice made me seem a little more comfortable in this weird place. Her jet, black hair was tied up in a messy scrunched up bun and she had a tight, red, cotton shirt on. Her arm was covered in wristbands and also the silver charm bracelet I'd got her when I went on tour for the first time since we got married. Each time I went away, I bought her a new charm to put onto it.

The lights dimmed and Frank came over beside Lyn-z. He flopped his hair over as his hand ran through it showing off the scorpion tattoo on his neck.

I tried to sit up as they both got in to total focus but I felt Lyn-z's hand push me back down on the bed.

"Gerard, that's not a good idea, you need to rest!" I heard Frank say from beside me.

"Where am I?" I asked confused at the bright lights everywhere I woke up too.

"Hun, your at the hospital." Lyn-z answered reaching out to hold my hand.

I looked around and there I was lying on a white hospital bed with one of those ridiculous gowns on. Then I noticed something. Quite a few of these somethings actually.

"Gee, no. No Gerard, just look at us. Gerard stop - don't look!" Frank's voice was getting stern as my head rotated over and looked down at my right arm.

"Sh*t! No Gerard!" He added but he was already too late, I'd seen them already.

Lots and lots of needles!

F*ck, f*ck, f*ck, f*ck, f*ck, F*ck!!

"Holy frigging C**P!" I yelled out.

The monitor was getting louder and doctors began to rush in.

"Gerard, baby- you gotta chill out!" Lyn-z tried to distract me but doctors were getting close and started to fiddle the needles and pins around, sticking a few more in me.

I'm pretty sure I blacked out after that but I think I woke up again a couple hours later.

They put a sheet over my arm and wrapped it around tight so I couldn't move it and freaked out again.

"Where's my sunshine?" I asked as Lyn-z stood beside me again where as Frank sat in the corner of the room.

She narrowed her eyes and looked down avoiding my contact.

"Lyn-z, where's Bandit?" I began to worry if something had happened to her.

"She's, she's with St-" she stuttered and stumbled. I finished off the name.

"- Steve?!" I yelled out.

"Oh Gerard, come on. Steve isn't that bad!" She wined out.

"No, not Steve!" I returned wining myself.

"Okay, well I'm gonna hang outside and get some coffee or somert!" Frank said getting up out of the chair heading for the door.

"Coffee?!" My gaze moved away from Lyn-z and onto Frank as he attempted to remove himself from this sticky wife-and-husband situation when my ears spiked up to that word; coffee.

He sighed and sort of snorted, "No Gerard!"

"But i-hi want coffee!" I began winging like Bandit does if she wants something we say she can't have.