Without You Is How I Disappear

The Gender

{Gerard's P.O.V still}

"Would you like to know the gender Mr. and Mrs. Way?"

Lyn-z was pregnant again with our second child. We were going to have another baby. Bandit was going to be a big sister and she couldn't wait to have somebody to play with 24/7 now that me and Lyn-z were back touring and making music again.

The nurse was looking over at us with a curling smile.

"Do you want to know?" Lyn-z asked me taking my hand and intertwining her fingers in between mine.

"Only if you do." I stated planting a soft kiss on her hairline before looking down at her gorgeous face again.

I watched as she revealed a slight nod and simple smile in my direction then again at the nurse.

"Your going to have a, Boy. Congratulations!" she said still smiling then handed us a black and white photo.

We were two crying messes shredding tears of joy over each other as Linds held out the photo in her hands.

Eventually the tears started to fade and we began to calm down.

"Were going to have a son! A little boy!" Lyn-z leaked out through streamers of drying tears as the news sunk in.

I nodded happily as we began to move out of the hospital room and through the halls, my hand gripped tightly onto hers.

We got to Mikey's to pick up Bee and neither of us could contain our excitement.

He opened the door with Bandit sat up high on his shoulders.

"So, everything okay?" he asked both with a happy, excitable expression then quickly changing into a worried or concerned one.

Lyn-z and I both nodded like mad as if we were a pair of bobble heads.

He looked relieved. "Do you know the . . . err . . ." He added.

"Yes we do!" I said realising what he meant, "Wanna know?"

He nodded giving off a grin of excitement.

"Bandit, Hunny - do you want to know if your getting a brother or a sister or do you want a surprise?" Linds asked stretching up tall to make full eye contact with the small body still sat upon Mikey's shoulders.

She copied Mikey's expression and gleamed with happiness.

"I want to know mommy!" she exclaimed as she pulled her tiny fingers from her mouth after biting at her nails- her new favourite hobby.

"It's going to be a boy!" Linds answered continuing to express her excitement.

"Bandit your going to get a little brother to play with." I added taking her from Mikey and resting her against my side as I hugged her.

We were all so thrilled and delighted for this new baby to come, for me and Lyn-z to have a second baby, two wonderful kids, for Mikey to have a nephew, for Bee - just to have a permanent friend to play with all day and hang out with and be a big sister.

In that moment everything was good, everything was beautiful and happy and genuinely one of the best feelings I've ever had. But things change. Not everything makes sense, not everything has to make sense; things just, happen.

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Yes i know, its a really tiny little chapter (like me :P) and yes i know there's a time jump well - theres going to be a few more time jumps because im real lazy and like i keep saying i am bord of this fan fic so im trying to just get it done so i can write the next one where hopefully more people will enjoy it and hopefully want me to update and comment and vote etc etc.

This chapter is basically a little ray of happiness to remind you life is great until something comes a long and its a great big sh*t whole again. so yeah!!
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