Without You Is How I Disappear

Let's have another one!

{Gerard's P.O.V}

Before we knew it, Lyn-z's last show rolled around.

The past few weeks had gone great, Miles was born, the twins stayed over and played for a few days with Bee, Mikey has told Alicia and they're filing for a divorce, I took Bee out to the cinema again, I mastered making her pasta the way she likes it, we went to the park almost everyday, we managed to avoid most fans and the few that met me had a picture and left me and Bandit alone, we went for dinner with my parents and me and Bee played together, drew pictures together and watched a load of movies together.

It was just her and me and a tonne of quality time! But I missed Lyn-z so, so, so much; my heart physically ached everyday she was gone.

**

Never wanted to dance with nobody not you
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you
Never wanted to dance with nobody but you wouldn't take no for an answer you f*cking b*tch

The song finished up and I watched with Bee in my arms, as the band took a bow.

Bandit was so happy to see her mom again. She had a beaming smile on her face and a constant giggle when Lyn-z looked over to us on the side of the stage. I'd bought a pair of bright pink ear defenders that I made Bee keep on the whole time so she wouldn't damage her little ears.

Lyn-z was first to detach from the bow and ran over throwing her guitar off her shoulder and letting it fall to the floor over a pile of towels and water bottles.

Tears streaming from her dark eyes and down her face dripping from her jaw, leaving behind puddles as she ran over. Her arms were open wide and Bee pushed herself off me a little, leaning forward and copying her mom by doing the same. I took one arm from Bandit and opened it out ready to curl around my wife.

We stood there hugging and holding eachother close and tight not ready to let any body slip out again.

Lyn-z's sobs of joy soaked my shirt along with a mix of my own.

I love her, her beauty, her personality, her style, her body, everything about her, 'love' does not do justice for my feelings for her. It's not as powerful and as passionate as what I truely feel about her, there's no match!

"I love you so, so, so, so much baby!" I pushed out through the gritted teath of cries.

"Not as much as I love you Gerard, never as much as I do!" She returned passionately through the sounds of sobs.

We broke away as Bandit squirmed from my grasp and onto the floor where Lyn-z broke off the hug too to neal down on the floor and wrap her arms around Bandit.

Soon after,Lyn-z pulled something out from her pocket and passed it to Bee un-raveling it in her hands.

"What is it?" She asked looking down at the gift.

"It's a neckerchief, for Harry!" She said pointing at one she was wearing. "Like mine!"

Bandit gasped in excitement. "W-o-w THANK YOU MOMMY!" she yelled out. "Daddy, can I have Harry now please?" She added looking up at me.

I nodded as I swung round the duffel I bought everywhere with me now full of Bee's stuff and opened it to reveal Harry's little giraffe antlers sticking out. I held him by his neck gently and passed him down to Bee.

"There you go bumble Bee!" I said with a grin a smile she took it off me and smiled sweetly.

"Thank you." She said while passing the toy off to Linds.

She took it from her and folded the new neckerchief into a triangle before wrapping it around Harry's tall neck then tieing it at the back.

Eventually, we started to get ready to go back home. Lyn-z lifted Bandit onto her shoulders and we walked to the car all with a grin on our faces as we were finally reunited.

**

Bandit lay on the floor watching cartoons on the t.v resting her little chin in her tiny, gentle palms totally oblivious to what was happening around her.

Lyn-z and I lay on the sofa. She was on her side curled up against my chest. Her fingers were intertwined in mine as we lay holding hands comfortably.

She planted soft kisses on my cheek ever so gently leaving nothing but a trace of love and passion behind.

"Let's have another one." I suggested softly as we watched Bandit layed out on the floor kicking the air with her legs that swung forward and backward.

"Another kid?" She whispered back.

"Yeah, let's have another one." I returned giving a slight nod staring into her eyes.

"No way! That hurt, a lot!" She joked still keeping hush.

I laughed at little, giggling quietly, scrunching up my face.

"...and i got fat!" She added still joking a little.

"No way! You did not, your still the beautiful you. Whether your a size 14 or 44, I don't give a single damn because you are you,your my wife, and I love you, and I'm going to love you forever!" I replied still continueing the whispers slowly.

She looked into my eyes as I continued to stare into hers. Her gaze was broken with a simple smile and gentle, closed eyes. She paused and gave a slow short nod.

"Okay" she whispered back opening her eyes again allowing the ends of her smile to curl further.

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Short chapter i know but I just wanted it to be simple because what I have planned is so not simple and it's gonna be hard as hell I'm guessing trying to make it really emotional because the sh*t is going to start hotting that fan anytime soon!

This into why I wanted to write this fanfic, because I can show you what Imagine them to be. Their adorable romance, their chemical romance! ((Sorry as soon as i said adorable romance i had to say chemical romance 😁 I'm wearing my new mcr top *yay* idk if uve seen it or have it but it's the one with the bullets formed in a heart then sort of blood splatters i guess and a bullet shell underneath the heart lying on some more blood (think it's blood anyway, if not just red stuff) then my chemical romance at the top! I love it so much))