Famous Collide || h.s.

Chapter 49: Lynne's Letter

Lisa P.O.V.

My dear child,

I can still exactly remember when I held you the first time in my arms. When all the pain were over and your first cry was heard. You were so beautiful, just like your siblings. With those small hands and feet. Your eyes were close and your cry were so soon over. Your sleep came fast and you slept in my arms so peacefully. I was just watching you smiling and caressed your tiny head carefully.

I promised you in the hour of your birth, that I would be there for you no matter what you're going through. The weeks went by and you grew. The years passed and you learned so much. You laughed about the tickle units of your siblings and of us. You smiled when you were happy - and that almost always. You smiled even frequently during your sleep. I watched over you, not wanting to let you alone, but you grew up so fast. Your other siblings were born and you find your part. You were there for your brothers and sisters.

And your brothers and sisters were there for you. As they always be there.

But now we are facing a trouble, my dear child.

You know our faith, you have lived all these years with it and you also know how we punish. You have to be able to understand us. You must have known our reaction beforehand.

"That doesn't sound good. I should have known.", I swallowed hard. "She finally banished me from the family now."

As long as I live, I wanted you to know in the safety of me. You're my child! You are the fourth oldest. I can't let you go so easily. I can't just repel you. I can't do it. You're my girl and no matter how hard your mistake was, nothing snatches you from me. Not that simple.

Right now you need me. And I want you to know that I'll be there when you need me. You're pregnant and you're not experienced in this field. After eleven children, I am.

I don't care what your father says. I stand by you. Always. Forever.

As I tell you, I will always love you, I meant it. I am also aware that you have needed your time to read this letter. It didn't took long to write it. Because every word is true and slipped so fast out of my fingers that I had trouble to come along with writing afterwards. So don't continue your fears.

Follow your ways, your wishes and goals, and come to me. I was and will be there and receive you, as I have done it so many times before.

My love will never let you down. Because a mother's love never ends and you will learn it soon on your own too. I want to know you back. You're welcome, just like you always were. I can't wait to hold you in my arms again. And I don't want to miss the chance to get to know my grandson or granddaughter.

Your loving mother