Lily's P.O.V.
I slowly stood up from bed, trying my best not to wake Shawn up, as I walked downstairs. It was already midnight and I think the boys are all probably passed out by now. I made my way to the kitchen and got myself a glass of water. I was carrying my phone with me along here so I thought I'd open twitter again.
I scrolled down the notifications and saw tons of fans still not getting over with the picture that Shawn posted. Some are so curious, thinking I might be Shawn's girlfriend. Some think I'm just a relative to him and stuff like that. Some are even tweeting to me, asking if I am Shawn's girlfriend.
Of course I didn't answer any of them. I don't want any issues or drama. I'll just let Shawn decide whether he'll expose our relationship to his fans or not.
I sipped some water then placed my glass in the sink.
I headed upstairs and saw Shawn still sound asleep. I smiled. He's so adorable.
I cleaned up the mess we made as I pulled the sheets to him, kissing him goodnight. I don't feel sleepy yet, so I decided to head outside.
I got out of the house, it was pretty cold but I had one of Shawn's sweater on so, it's okay.
I sat on the front porch and looked up the sky. I like watching the night sky as I admire the stars above me.
I smiled, staring at the night sky. I just feel so happy and complete. I have the best of friends that anyone could ever ask for. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me, for me. Through good and bad times. I feel so thankful for them. I know I may not be deserving to have them, but I'm still grateful because they're part of my life.
My smile faded a bit, as I looked down. How I wish dad was here. I wonder what my life could've been ended with him. Would I still even meet the boys? Would I still be with Shawn right now?
But nevertheless, everything is okay. The boys are like family to me. With or without my dad, I'm still happy.
I continued to watch the night sky, letting my thoughts smoothly leave my head.
"Lily?"
I jumped as I turned around.
"God Shawn, you scared me!" I said.
"Sorry." he said as he sat beside me. "Why are you still awake?"
"I should be asking you the same thing." I laughed.
"You first." he smiled.
"I can't sleep." I simply said, "you?"
"Neither can I." He said.
"But, I saw you sound asleep in my room before I got out."
"Yeah, well.. I can't sleep without you by my side." he said.
I smiled as I looked away, not wanting him to see my red cheeks.
"Dork." I laughed.
"Am not!" he laughed as well.
I breathed heavily, rubbing my hands on both my arms.
"Come here." he said opening his arms. I scooted closer to him as our bodies left no space between us. I placed my head on his chest as he rubs little circles on my back.
"Shawn?" I said.
"Hmm?"
"Are you going to let your fans know about us?" I asked.
He paused a bit, before he spoke.
"Of course." he said, "I'm sure if they're really my fans, they'll support me with anything. Especially with you."
I smiled.
"Let's go to bed?" he asked. I nodded.
"Okay."
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Yeah this chapter is short! I'm sorry for that but anyways, hope you guys liked it! Lmao
-sophia
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