My Bestfriend's Brother 2

Ch.26

Short Chapter

I wanted to move so he would stop touching my head but I didn't want to make it even more akward.

A few more minutes pass and I don't think I can take a minute more of silence.

"I wish I could move on as easily as you did",he says with a sigh.

Oh fuck.
Silence come back.

I don't say anything cause what am I suppose to say?

"I tried you know to move on and be happy with Anne but she's...she's not you and that absolutely sucks."

I stay quiet.

"I want to wake up to you. I want to spend my nights wrapped in the sheets with you. Have you wrapped around me. Wake you up with a cheesy text. Let you have my babies. Dammit I want it to be you not her.",he says completeyl turning to face me now.

His hand sliding to my neck now.

"We were in the shower you know trying to have sex. And all I could think about was you. And how you looked under me with my hands fisted in your hair. Your head thrown back and my name falling from your lips over and over again.",he says.

And now his face is inches from mine and I'm leaning back trying to put some distancw between us.

But its useless my back is now pressed against the couch and he's coming closer.

The rational side of my brain is screaming at me to move but the other side is completely shut down as if forgot how to move.

And for the first time I'm scared. I don't know what I'm scared of.
It's too many things to pin point exactly which one.

And before I know his hands are gripping roughly to my thighs spreading them apart. And his mouth is devouring mine. And my brain is jumbled and I can't so anything.

I can.
But for some reason I'm not.

And his hands are sliding up my shirt and his tongue is pushing into my mouth.

And there it is.
That feeling I've been trying to squash down.

The feeling that makes me wrao my arms around his neck and pull him closer.

The feeling that makes me climb into his lap.

The feeling that drives me crazy.

And we're animals ripping at each others clothes until we're both naked.

And he's inside me. No condom no anything. The feeling is blurirng everything. And I meet him thrust for thrust until I'm falling apart around him.

But its not over.

He lays me down on the couch and once again we fall apart around each other.

His body and my body that's all there is.

His forehead pressed to mine and his lips pressed to mine.

And as we pull apart another feeling sets in. But not the one i was expecting.

There's no remorse.

It's just emptiness.

And as he guides me to the shower to clean up.

I try to comprehend why there is no remorse as once again we become one in the shower.

No remorse.

Emptiness.

And I realize that I've felt this emptiness before. But my brain is too foggy to comprehend anything.

So it slips from my mind.

And when I wake up from my nap a couple hours later I can't for the life of me remember anything.

But the feeling of emptiness is still there.

HOLY SHIT

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