SKRIVENA UNIVERSITY BOOK 2 (Complete)

S.C. 2

SPECIAL CHAPTER 2

CAIDEN'S POV

It's been nine months after our marriage. I hate to see my wife like this, withered, despondent, thin and sensitive, no appetite and crying all day long. The burden feeling keeps on crushing my heart. I don't want to see her cry. Her magnificence was dying unexpectedly. She stopped taking care of herself. I don't know what to do now!

"Hubby!" she shouted.

I went immediately in our comfort room and hugged her so tight when I saw her appearance. "Wala pa rin. Akala ko buntis na ako, pero wala pa rin..." she said while crying. I saw the pregnancy kit in the sink with one red line on it. Negative again!

We did everything. We consulted our healthcare provider, there's nothing wrong with us as the OB Gyne said. We exercise together every morning, we eat healthy foods, we been able to determine the fertile days of Zoe and we relax almost every week. But what's wrong with us?

I heared her tearful voice as she murmured a prayer. She eagerly wants to have a baby and so do I. I have tons of names for my junior or for our little Zoe. I'm so excited to have a baby but what the fvck is happening now? Having a baby is our kind of happiness as a family, but misfortune comes in all ways in an unexpected time.

"Zoe..." I kissed her forehead and lifted her chin. "We will go to Italy, Thailand and India. Pack your things now," I whispered.

Last night, I searched for the places that people continue to visit when hoping to conceive. Our top one is the miracle chair of Naples in Italy. I guess this is the right time to try this myths and folklores. Hindi ako naniniwala sa mga ganito pero wala namang mawawala kung susubukan naming paniwalaan. My hopes are still here, full and intact. I trust God, I trust His will 100%.

"Okay," tugon niya. She wiped her tears and took a deep breathe. She never questioned me as she started to move and get her luggage.

I followed her then I hugged her from the back and snuffled her neck. She smells so feminine. Her silent laugh registered like a sweet music from my ears. Ngayon lang ulit siya tumawa. Her voice is soft and crackly but I'm happy because I can still make her laugh in this kind of situation.

She turned in front of me and put her hand on my chest... exactly where you can find my damn hurting heart. Her smile makes my puffy eyes drive bigger with faith. I saw her deep sadness when she let her eyes go through my vision.

"Hubby, we waited too long for this. This is my fault! I think I'm not capable to handle a blessing from God. Paano kung hindi na tayo magka-baby? Iiwan mo ba ako? Are you going to left me hanging in the universe? Are you going to pick other girl to give you a child? Do you want a divor—"

I instantly kissed her to shut her out. What the hell she's thinking? I will leave her just because of this? No! I will never do that!

"I want to burst my anger because of your shit thinking! Why all of the sudden you think of that crap? That's bullshit! It seems that you're questioning my love to you. Even if we can't have yet a baby, I will never leave you. No matter what reasons you say nor whatever happened between us, I will never break your heart. I will stay with my better half.

"We binned together through sickness and health, for better for worse, in times of happiness, sorrow and hopelessness, we're better together. I pledge to you my life as a loving and faithful husband. Don't you ever try to think again like that! You are my life and my soul. There's no good to leave you my star. Did you get my point?"

She stopped for a moment carrying her watery eyes. She should stop thinking trash ideas. Hindi niya pa rin alam kung gaano ko siya kamahal. Kahit ano pa ang mangyari sa amin, kahit ipagtabuyan niya ako at isuko niya ako, hindi ako bibitiw sa kanya. We're married and the word marriage is a sacred weapon of love. My love to her is invincible and tougher than anything in this world. I was created for her, only for her!