Secrets |Sidemen FF|

.Chapter 5.

Tobi's POV. //The Next day.//

I get up early and immediately have a shower, I need to get out of here before he wakes up. The cuts on my arm sting lightly as I look down at them, god if only I had time to swipe the blade across the main vein and end all this pain.

I jump out the shower and quickly get changed into this time skinny joggers, a long t shirt and my leather jacket. I run downstairs and put my converse on, I was just about to grab my bag and head out door when I heard my name getting screamed out.

"TOBI, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING?" My step dad shouts at me and I sighed, "To school, I got to go." I say, he runs In And he already had a bottle of alcohol in his hands. It already half empty.

"You don't leave my sight, I'm not finished with you from last night." He says and I grab my bag, about to grab the door handle when I get pushed back, I fall over and slide across the floor. My head instantly smacking against the floor. "I told you to not leave my sight you ugly prick." He says and grabs me to pull me back up.

He pulls me up and pushes me to the wall, his forearm pressed against my neck, making it hard for me to breathe. "Get the fuck off me." I say, staring him in the eye, he stared right back at me. "I told you, I'm not finished with you." He says and slaps my face, making my head smash against a cabinet, I instantly fall down the wall and hold my head, everything becoming dizzy.

"The next time you swear at me, I'll fucking kill you, you got that." He says, he grabs his cigarette from his mouth and pushed it onto my now exposed wrist. "Another one to add to you're ugly collection, pathetic little shit." He says, I hiss in pain as I grab the cigarette and throw it off of me.

"Now go to school." He says, I instantly stand up and run out the house I call home, or though it's not my home, it's a living nightmare.

I walk into school, the burn still hurting me, I sigh loudly as I rub it before pushing my sleeves down, I grab my SnapBack from my back and put it on my head before walking to my locker, I see Sammie standing there, getting her books out.

"Hey, you okay?" She asks me and I give her a fake smile and nod, "I'm great thanks, what bout you?" I ask and she smiles at me, "I'm great thanks." She says and kisses my cheek, I smile at that small gesture, the littlest things she does makes me smile so much.

"Yo what lesson you have?" She asks and I sigh, "I got music, what bout you?" "Fucking French again, seriously I wanna shoot myself." She says and my eyes instantly widen and my heart started beating faster. "Nahh don't do that. I love you too much." I say and she just smiles and shakes her head.

"I love you too babe, anyway, I'll see you later." She says and I give her a quick kiss before she heads off to French. I sigh and I walk to music. As I was walking I saw JJ at his locker.

"Yo man, what you did yesterday was awesome." I say and he turns around, my eyes widened at what he looked like, he had red bloodshot eyes, tears where streaming down his cheeks, and he was quietly sobbing. "Shit JJ what happened?" I ask him and he sighed loudly. "I can't say here. It's a secret." He says and I nod, I grab his hand and I take him to the boys toilets.

I closed the door and he instantly broke down. "Yo calm down bro chill." I tell him and he nods. "I went to the mental health doctor a few weeks back. And... They sent me this through the Post today." He says and grabs something from his pocket, he unfolds it and hands me the letter.

Dear Olajide

We are so sorry to inform you, but when you visited us 14 days ago, you where seeing if you had severe depression, we are glad to inform you that you do not have severe depression, but something that is still life threatening.