Secrets |Sidemen FF|

45

Tobi

I stared at Simon as he was at his locker, he wasn't exactly doing anything, more than just staring blankly at the stuff inside it. Why is he doing this to me.

I see him suddenly reach down to his phone, before suddenly started to text again.

Brace yourself Tobi.

Ping

Simon: you tell josh, and trust me, your relationship will be fucked.

I shook my head. Staring at it in disgust, he can't get away with this. How could he do this to me, he's the one that saved me before and how he wants me to kill myself.

Josh isn't here, he had to go and see Sam because something had happened. But he wouldn't tell me, told me he'd tell me later.

I felt my bones almost shake with this sort of confidence that makes me want to go over there and confront him.

And I did that.

I walked over to him, feeling a type of numbness that I had never felt before.

It's almost like this guy is trying to kill me.

"Simon." I say and he instantly jumped before turning around, before seeing it was me. He suddenly changed his demeanour, stood upright, and stared down at me. "What do you want." "Why are you doing this?" I ask and he just laughed. "Why can't I do this." "If anyone finds out that you did this to me, see texts and everything like that, you could go prison if I go through with it." I say and he just rolled his eyes.

"People will only find out if you tell them." "What if I do tell them?" I suddenly exclaim, starting to feel my blood boil. He furrowed his eyebrows, before smirking lightly, but in a way that he was almost scared. "You... you wouldn't tell anyone." "Why wouldn't I, like you can't do anything" I exclaim and he just sighed shakily before suddenly looking to the side of him. "This wasn't apart of the plan." I hear him whisper.

Plan?

"Plan?" I ask and he just sighed before suddenly starting to close his locker. "You don't need to know anything." He says, before about to walk away, I quickly grab his shirt and pull him back in, but not letting go. "You're tryna make me feel so low to the point I fucking die. And I don't need to know anything?" I whisper through gritted teeth. He stared straight back at me.

"Thank Josh." He said suddenly, and I felt my heart sink just a little. "What?" "Josh was the one that made me do this." "How?" I ask and he just laughed, before leaning closer in my ear.

"He was mine, until you fucked it up."

That's when he left me.

I felt my whole heart shatter.

I felt my hands start to shake as all I heard was people's voices, but they weren't  coherent, just noise, useless noise. How have I got feelings for this boy so quickly, and why did I have to suffer for doing so. Because he couldn't get him.

Kill me off, so he's all yours.

I suddenly see someone in front of me, but my vision was blurry, blurry from tears that was about to escape. "——" I heard something, from someone, but I couldn't hear. My ears where ringing almost as my heart squeezed shut so nobody could come in, only Josh.

"He wants to kill me." "Who?" I heard the voice more clearly. And I shook my head. "I'm going to die." "You're fine." I heard their voice even clearer.

And then suddenly everything became clear.

Harry.

"Harry!" I suddenly exclaimed before suddenly throwing myself on him, trying to hide myself away from everyone. "Okay, let's get you back to my place. What's happened." "I found out everything, found out everything." I say to him, I see JJ and Vik walk in, them instantly looking over at us and their eyes widen.