.Chapter 18.

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Harries POV //The next day. Lunch//

I look around, everyone was silent, even Marie, JJ and Vikk aren't here. Ever since yesterday and what happened with Vikk everyone has been wondering if the small boy was okay. Even the girls.

JJ keeps updating us all on the group-chat that Vikk wasn't in, we didn't put him in considering we didn't want him to think we where talking about him whilst he was right there and could see everything incase he did it again.

"JJ said he hasn't talked since it happened." Simon whispers, I nodded. "He'll be okay, right?" Josh asks and I shrug. "I don't know, I haven't known anyone with anorexia before." Tobi tells us and I nod. "JJ has his ways, he'll get there eventually." "But what if it's too late?" Po asks me and I shrug.

"Than its too late. Nothing can change that." I tell her and she just looks Down, Simon wrapped his arm around her and she leaned into him. "It's so confusing though. Why did he lose it?" Ethan asks, he hasn't drank since the thing happened, which has surprised all of us, but I guess it's a lot better, and good for him.

"Kacey told me that he was trying to explain that he knew he fucked up and then Vikk said something about Kacey not knowing how fucked up he was, and he said he knew about his anorexia and would fake being asleep to see if he would weigh himself. And he would. And then Vikk lost it and grabbed a knife and pulled it to his wrists and told him that 'I've wanted to fly away for so long now, maybe nows my chance' or something like that." Josh explains and I nod.

"Kacey fucked him up, no doubt about it." Marie says and I nod. "Kacey tried talking him out of it but then Vikk pulled the knife out on him and then that's when me, JJ and Simon came in." Tobi says and I looked at Marie to see she was wiping her eyes with her sleeve. I kissed her cheek and hugged her from the side.

"He fell to the floor just as quick as the knife did." Sammie whispers and I sigh. "JJ will help him though, everyone will" I tell them and they all nod, "of course." Everyone says and I nod. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I took it out, seeing it was from JJ.

JJ: No word out of him yet, it's like he's in a trance, he's staring at a wall, and doing nothing, I've hardly seen him blink, he has a blank expression on his face. And every now and then he'd just look at me and then back at the wall. Imma get something out of him, eventually.

Health wise, he's not doing to well, I offered him food, and water, and he shook his head. And started crying, he curled himself into a ball and wouldn't even acknowledge me. Imma try everything I can. I'll keep you guys updated.

I frown as I read it. He really has lost it, he is shutting himself out, just like I do when I'm too Afraid to speak incase I tell someone my secret and lose myself completely.

I read the text out to everyone and they all nodded.

"I hope he's okay."

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JJs POV.
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"Vikk, baby, can you tell me if you're okay?" I ask him, he didn't say anything, he just kept staring, like he couldn't hear me, he was too involved in the wall that was in front of him to even move.

"Vikk, I don't want to get angry. I really don't." I tell him and his eyes flickered over towards me, and then back at the wall. "No ones angry at you, if anything they all want to know if you are doing fine. Could you at least tell us why you flipped out?" I ask him and he looks down and shakes his head.

"I know about your secret, you don't have to hide away from me. Im here for you. And I'm trying to help you. Can't you at least try and tell me why you flipped out?" I ask him with my most calmest voice. He shook his head again. His body was curled into a ball. Tears haven't stopped falling for over an hour now.

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