Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Tobi's POV,

"Will he like kill us?" "My friend died because someone thought he would, he just hurt himself, he wouldn't hurt anyone else. Yet he died because he told... Jack." He whispered, looking down.

"My face if fucking killing me." "We are almost there." I say, smiling at him, he smiles back, but small, and hardly noticeable. As I saw my house I saw the thing that made me leave, and how I wasn't going to come back tonight. "Why where you out tonight? It's late." "Getting food as well." "In the opposite direction?" He asked and I just shrugged.

I can't suddenly say Josh can't come, that'll be even more suspicious. My walking got slower, I haven't seen him since he messaged me. How come he's back, I'm gunna get it big time for not being home. Fuck.

We walked up to my house but I didn't want to go in, I really didn't want to go in it, I wanted to be with mum, yet she spilt up with him and left us before I could even say 'Let me come with'

Left me with him.

"I want you to run up the stairs as fast as possible, and what ever you do, don't come down, open the door, and the stairs are literally the first entance thing on the right, go up the stairs and my door is literally right in front of you." I say, quickly opening the door before Josh could ask me any questions. Don't be drunk please don't notice me.

I see Josh instantly follow my instructions. I was about to follow him when he appeared, emerging out the living room and into the hallway. "Oh you finally decided to show up huh?" He spat. He had his bottle of cider in has hands, cider makes him extra aggressive, fuck. Josh is going to find out, of course he was. "Says you, you've been gone for weeks!" "Don't you dare give me lip boy." He spat, pointing at me.

The reason of my depression.

Even Sammie doesn't know this.

My room is pretty much straight in front of the stairs, so you would still be able to hear anything. You wouldn't be able to avoid anything, the walls are paper thin.

"I was with Sammie." "You fucking wasn't You fucking cunt" he spat at me. I flinched. "Oi don't fucking call me that." "Don't fucking test me!" He shouted, throwing the bottle at me, it hitting just next to my head, smashing on the wall, bits of glass hitting me but not hard enough to penetrate the skin.

"You disgraceful fucking youth. I can see why mum left us sh-" "She left you not me!" I shouted. He shook his head. "You fucking idiot!" He shouted, coming up to me and slapping me. "Don't you dare say that!" He shouted, slapping me again. I pushed him away from me, but he grabbed something of the counter and smashed it on my head, it being an ornament of some kind. I felt pain instantly course through my entire brain, and my vision went blurred, his disgusting and ugly face still perfectly visible though.

"You disgusting fucking prick." He shouted, taking all his anger out on myself. He punched my stomach. "She loved me she never loved you!" He spat, I doubled over from the punch, making myself feel queezy and horrible. Out of breath and exhausted instantly.

He pushed me on the floor. Standing over me. "How dare you accuse your mother of leaving because of me! She left your farther to be with me, loved me more than him. You disgusting excuse of a being. And then she left you. And she left you because she saw how worthless and how much of a freak you fucking was." "That's not true, you hit her that's why she left!" I spat, starting to get angry.

"How dare you! You jealous prick. She hates you, she never wanted you in her life so she cut you out of it, just like how you cut your disgusting muddy skin. Oh how much relief she felt to leave you, must be the same as when you slice your skin open huh. And them rope burns on your neck still haven't left you. If only you didn't pussy out and kill yourself than everyone would of been in a better place. And how Sammie would go for someone else. Finally be free from you like how your mother is." He spat at me. I shook my head, the anger coursing through my veins. And how this anger persuaded me to say something I have never ever said to him before.