Secrets |Sidemen FF|

.Chapter 10.

.Simons POV

We ran out of the school and ran straight to Tobi's house. JJ falling behind so he could follow me and see where Tobi lived. I ran and very quickly saw Tobi's house. I started to lose my breath but I kept running, this can't be happening.

No one was home, not his parents, no one.

I ran up his drive and knocked on the front door, I tried opening the door and it opened. That's strange. "Tobi!" JJ shouted whilst running in, I followed close behind.

The smell of alcohol and cigarettes filled my nostrils. The smell was so overpowering it made me cough. "Upstairs." I tell JJ and he nods. "I'll check out down here." He says and I nod. I run up his very creaky stairs. "Tobi? Where are you!" I shout and run to the first door, it was a spare room.

I walked into the next room and it was another bedroom, this time I'm presuming it was his mums/ Dads. I than ran into the room on the left. My eyes instantly widening.

I was in the bathroom, and the mirror was filled up with the two words. 'I'm Sorry.' "TOBI!" I shout and run to the far end room. I opened the door and my eyes instantly widened, my heart stopped. And I was stood, planted to the ground, my body feeling all of a sudden heavy as tears instantly brimmed my eyes as my hand went straight to my mouth.

"JJ I NEED YOU'RE HELP!" I screeched.

Knocked over chair, blood stained Carpet. Rope. But I couldn't move, I was stuck, stuck in shock l, until I heard jj coming up the stairs, realising there is a life at stake here. "No no no Tobi!" I run over to him, his hanging body. I see a blade on the floor and cut away the rope. His body fell to the ground like a bag of bricks. I see jj at the top of the stairs, fear in his eyes as he saw the sight infrint of him. "Holy shit, Simon call an ambulance." JJ says whilst running over to Tobi.

I instantly grab my phone and call the ambulance. They said they would be there in ten minutes. "Tobi no no no what made you do this." JJ whispered, tears rolled down his cheeks as he took his t shirt off. He wrapped that around Tobi's cut arm, stopping the blood circulation.

I looked at the blade that was still in my hand, it was splashed with blood, and the rope cut in two.  He started doing CPR on Tobi's chest and I heard the ambulance sirens come closer to us. "There was a few holes in the wall." JJ whispers and I nod.

"He wrote 'I'm sorry' on the mirror, I think he did this out of rage" I say and JJ just nods.

"Please be okay."

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Tobi's POV.
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I ran into my house, the text ringing in my ears like someone had spoken them words to me.

Step-Dad: Tobi, I have something to tell you, Sammie has been sleeping with me, she never loved you, no one loves you, or cares about you. She used you Tobi, to get to me. No one wants you here.

I ran upstairs and ran straight to the bathroom, I grabbed my blade and instantly started crying. "Why why why why WHY!" I shout as I throw the blade across the room. The noise ringing in my ears as well. I stood up and went into my step dads room. I grabbed the lipstick my mum left.

I ran back into the bathroom and wrote 'I'm sorry.' Onto the mirror, Incase my step dad actually cared, but that's unlikely, very unlikely.

I ran into my room and went to my drawer. He told me no one cared, no one loves me, no one would notice, so why not do this now. I grabbed the rope and tied a not on the light thing, I then made another loop where my head would be.

I looked at the note that I wrote yesterday and sighed loudly. There's no point in writing anything, I already wrote it. I went to the bathroom, grabbed the blade, then back to my bed room, I cut my self not too deep five times, before grabbing my desk chair.

Am I really doing this?

I placed it underneath the rope and stood on it, before pulling the loophole around my head, placing it around my neck.  I sighed before grabbing my blade.

"I'm sorry for being a failure." I sobbed, looking around at my empty room. My heart pounding in my chest, it was so hard I thought it was going to rip itself out. "I'm sorry for being worthless." I whisper, bracing myself to kick the chair. My breathing having no pattern to it.
I've got to do this
This Is my time

"I'm sorry for being alive"
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