Secrets |Sidemen FF|

Chapter 25

Po's POV.

I see Josh and Tobi talking. Sammie was sitting next to me. I had my arm around her. She was shaking. "What's happened?" I ask, she sighs. "Tobi did it again." "Did what again love?" "He cut himself.. 20+ times." She says, I felt my blood run cold. What?

"Why?" "He got really effected about Josh's story. I guess it's because of his parents, Tobi's not really close with them." She says. I nod, "it'll be okay girl." I say, she nods. "I hope so, I really hope so. I mean, I've almost lost him once, never again." She whispers, that made my heart hurt. I don't think I could imagine Simon being so, sad.. He had to take his own life to fill in the cracks of where he should be happy.

I look over at Tobi and widen my eyes, suggesting him to come over and talk to Sammie, he just nods, Before standing up. "He's coming over." I say, she had stopped crying, which was a good sign, her makeup still looked decent, don't know how. "Urm, Sammie, can you come over here a sec." Tobi says. Sammie just nods. Standing up. They both walk over to the side, Marie was talking to Harry and Ethan, Josh was looking down, JJ and Vik where talking, Ethan was talking to Simon. I just sighed. Simon looked over and smiled. I smiled back.

I see Sammie and Tobi hugging. Which made me smile, hopefully they are okay, I feel so sorry, for the both of them. "I love you." I hear Sammie say, and Tobi reply with a 'I love you so much too.' I grab Simons hand. He smiled, but kept talking to Ethan, when Ethan stopped talking Simon wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in, "is Sammie okay?" He asks and I nod. "Just shaken up." I say, he nods. "Are you okay?" He asks, I nod. "I'm good thank you, just, feel sorry for the both of them, what about you?" I ask and he nods. "I'm dece thanks, just.." Simon stops talking, he looked like he was staring at something, I followed where his eyes are, they where staring at a wall. I looked over, confused. "Simon?" I ask, he instantly snapped out and said, "what's up?" I furrowed my eyebrows. "You blanked out for a second." "I did?" "Yeah?" I question, he just shrugged. Making me even more confused, he's been starting to do that a lot more recently. He's confusing me a lot, I love him, obviously. But, he's just, confusing me, man. Everyone's confusing me.

Marie is saying Harrys always shaking, he always stutters, also, why we didn't realise Josh was so... Introverted, cause when you think back. He would always not meet us after school, never really care, unless it was urgent, with Ethan, why does he drink? What made Vik start to become anorexic? Why JJ gets so agitated quickly.

And suddenly, everything unraveled.

"What did you say?" Simon asks. "Nothing." Harry says, his hands up. "Stop chatting shit." He says. Harry looked so scared, what the fucks just happened. "Woah woah woah, what's happening?" I ask. Ethan shrugs, drinking some 'water' from his water bottle. "He's been chatting shit." "No he hasn't! He's been talking to me the whole time." Marie exclaims, Simon shakes his head. "I swear to fucking god!" "I-I dint s-say anyt-thing!" Harry says loudly. Luckily basically everyone was outside, cause It was so sunny outside. So it was only us in the cafeteria.

"Stop fucking having a go at him. Useless cunts." JJ says,  I stood up. Shocked that he would day that, like his whole demeanour had changed. "Fuck you JJ." I say, I look over and see Harry struggling for breath. Is he having a panic attack? He was scratching at his arms. Scared I guess. "Simon, he's done nothing wrong." "Fuck all of you." JJ says, why is he so aggressive. "Holy shit." Marie exclaims. Grabbing Harry's hands.

"JJ stop!" Tobi says, him now running into the situation, rummaging in JJs bag, trying to get into it. JJ pushed him away. "Don't fucking touch my things." "Vik this isn't JJ, he has DID, he needs his pills before he does something he will regret." Tobi says. My eyes widen. What? He has Dissociative Identity disorder? Vik instantly nodded, grabbing JJs bag. Finding some pills.

"Can't breathe." I look over and see Harry, his face looked red. He had tears streaming down his face, staring at Marie, into her eyes. Trying to be calm. "You worthless prick." I hear JJ say to Tobi. "You fucking told him!" He says, Tobi shakes his head. "JJ, this is Olajide, yeah? JJ, think. Come on. Viks here." Tobi says back.

"Pills." Harry manages to escape from hims mouth, "Get The Fuck away from me!" I hear Simon exclaim loudly. Pushing, nothing, away from him. "Simon, baby nothing's there." "Stay away from me!" He shouts, at yet again, nothing. My heart sank, everything has just fell apart, so quickly. I see Sammie talking to Harry also, trying to calm him down, Vik was giving JJ pills, whilst Tobi was talking to him. Josh was looking at Ethan, whilst Ethan looked down, upset

It all fell apart so quickly.

What's just happened?
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