Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Viks POV,

The door opened. Which made Simon turn his head towards it. Josh walked in, holding a lighter. He looked over at us. "What are you doing Simon." "I'm talking To Vik, can't I do that." "No one talks to someone in that manner without them wanting to hit them." Josh states back. Simon smirked at me, before standing up.

"Why do you care anyway?" "I know it was you, you cunt." Josh spat, walking just a little bit closer to Simon. Simon laughed. "Look at you, and you said you didn't fuck me off." "I've fucked you off now, look at you Simon, you need help." He says and Simon shook his head.

"They'll take her away from me." "That's the best thing that could happen. Otherwise you'll end up dead." Josh spat. Making my eyes widen. "She wouldn't hurt me." "She does already, look at your fucking thighs!" "Don't mention that!" He snapped back at Josh. Anger starting to run through him.

"She makes you do it! You told Po You stopped, You May have, but not her, oh no she carries on. She does it but in reality it still is you." He says and Simon shook his head. But didn't say anything.

"Get help." Josh says, softer than before. Moving closer to him. "Leave me alone for fucking one second." Simon spoke suddenly to his right. "See, She is even twisting my words now." "How do you know?" He spat back at him, and Josh shook his head.

"I had a friend that had it." He says, and then looked at him directly in the eyes. "He died as well, you know." He spoke, making Simons face run cold. It's like they almost forgot I was here they where so focused on each other. "Because-" "because of the voice that was in his head, did your dad have it?" I ask and he shrugged. "I never met my dad... he died before I was born." He says and I cringed by only thinking of how he died.

Josh stared at him, his eyebrows raised in sadness as he just stared at him. "I don't know anymore Josh." He whispers, before sighing, shaking his head. "Get help, and than we will talk." Josh says, and Simon sighed. Before nodding.

The bell rang.

Josh came over and sat next to me, Simon sitting the opposite side of the room completely, but at the very back. I see Tobi come in next and smile, coming over to us and sitting in front. "Yo my guy." Tobi says, before him and Josh clasp hands together in a hand shake. "You, come round my house tonight." Josh smiles. Tobi Nodded. "I'll call off tonight with Sam." Tobi says and Josh just nodded. "Wait why don't you go and see Sam?" I ask him and Tobi just looked at Josh and then looked down. "Me and her have been fighting recently, we hardly talk anyways." "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that." "Yeah, it's okay." He says, before looking up at Josh and smirking.

"We need to go to my house Quick, I still haven't paid J." "You're gunna die if you don't." "I know, I need to phone him and try and arrange something." Josh spoke, his hand shaking, his hands always shake, but I guess it is from all the drugs he has engulfed into his bloodstream with open arms.

Tobi looks at the door and sees the teacher walk in. "Fuck, I was gunna say we could go now and sort it out." Tobi spoke and Josh moved his head and looked at the teacher. "Too late, come with me after this lesson." Josh spoke and Tobi nodded.

They've become super close since Josh stopped hanging out with Simon. I'm just scared Tobi will start taking drugs, he most probably will, especially if he has got depression, he would because they will give him a high that he hasn't had in forever.

But than it will sink him so far down to the point he will just take it again.

"Have you ever tried anything?" Tobi asked and I looked over at him to see he was talking to me. I shake my head. "Nah I haven't, What about you?" I ask and he just looks over at Josh, I see joshs eyes widen as in telling him to say no before Tobi shook his head. "Nah, I'm against it." He says and I nod. "How come you are friends with Josh than?" I ask and he smiles. "Well, I like him, and he's funny and kind, and just because I don't like what he is doing to himself doesn't mean I don't like him." He says, before smiling at Josh.