Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Simons POV

I stared at the hospital, staring at the tallness of it, it being currently 11am in the morning. I felt my heart stop as I thought about what I was going to do. How I've skipped school, and everyone's going to be wondering where the psycho is next and what he is planning.

I decided to apologise to Vik.

I put him in this position, I guess I owe him an apology, face to face. Saying what I said was so stupid, so hurtful, no wonder he is in hospital.

I left my car, locking it before walking towards it, hugging my jacket close to me as I heard footsteps next to me, Rebecca being by my side. "You're stupid for doing this." "Shut up, he deserves an explanation of what I did last week." I say and she rolls her eyes. "You're being stupid Simon, you're not listening to me, anymore." Her words riding through me like a train, don't listen to her anymore. "When I did it almost got Tobi killed." "That would of benefited the both of us." I felt anger boil through my body. I turned around to her, grabbing her neck, her stumbling behind her. "You, not me." I spat at her. She didn't say anything, just looked at me, a small amount of fear in her eyes.

"Sorry." She says, I sigh, before taking my hand off her neck, wiping myself down. Pretending like nothing happened. I look around, seeing a couple looking at me, but turn away as soon as I looked over at them.

I looked down, pretend that nothing happened.

I walked into the hospital, going over to the reception desk. "Vikram Barn?" I ask, and she smiles and looks at her computer. "Vikram Barnnn Yes here, floor 9 room 12." She says, I smile at her. "Thanks." I say, before going down the corridor to the elevators.

I go into the elevator, pressing floor nine, waiting for the doors to close.

They closed, feeling the elevator suddenly shift and it go upwards, feeling my weight go the slightest bit heavy, and my heart beat just a little bit quicker.

"Fuck." I whisper to myself, always hating elevators. Just wishing it would be over soon.

I hear the ding of the elevator, before the doors opening.

I go into the ward, feeling my heart increase as I saw room 12 at the end of the corridor. Fuck.

I head over there, deciding to just go in and explain everything to him.

I reach the door, feeling my heart skip beats as I braced myself.

I knocked on the door, hearing Viks voice say a quick 'Come In.'

I enter the room, him looking over at me. He looked so skinny, the tube still up his nose, a wheelchair next to his bed, he looked like he was almost about to go to sleep, but soon woke up when he saw me. "Hello?" "Hey Vik, are you okay?" I ask and he nodded, furrowing his eyebrows. "Yeah, I'm good thanks, wha-" "look I'm so sorry for what I did to you, I'm so sorry I put you in this mess, I didn't mean it, it wasn't me at all. It was, it was, Rebecca, taunting my mind, hurting me. Hurting everyone around me." I say and he looked, shocked, his eyes wide at what I was saying.

"Look, all I'm saying is, I'm so sorry for everything I've done to hurt you. I'm really sorry, I hope you forgive me." I say and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"Who, who are you?" He asked me. My eyes instantly widening. I felt my whole heart drop as he stared at me, like, like i was a total stranger.

"What do you mean who am I? I'm, I'm Simon, Simon Minter." I say, and he shook his head. "I, I don't know anyone called Simon." He says. This isn't real. This isn't real at all.

"Vik? I, I was your best friend for months." "You, you don't sound like you was a good friend." "I was it's just.. it's just. Complicated.. if you don't know everything from the beginning." I whisper, looking down.