Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Tobi's POV.

I ran into the school gates. Running straight to the cafeteria. None of the guys answering his phone.

I arrive at the cafeteria, seeing all the guys talking. The turn around looking at me, at the mess I am. "What do you guys know about Js Bag?" I say and Ethan's eyes widening. "Why?" "Just fucking tell me!" "It's got everything in it. Over 10 grams of everything." Ethan spoke.

"Fuck!" I shouted. Putting my hands on my face and rubbing it, trying to stop myself from crying. "What happened?" "It's all my fault!" "I'll drive you to Joshs." Ethan spoke. Getting up quickly. I nodded. "It's all my fault Ethan." "Just calm down and get to the car." He says. I see Harry jump up to come with us. Along with JJ.

"We had a fight in his car and he just snapped and drove me to my place and dropped me out. He was originally going to dump me in the middle of no where." I say to Ethan. "Just calm down Tobi okay."

I grabbed my phone. Trying to call josh. It ringing but no one answering.

Fucking answer Josh!

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Josh
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I heard my phone ring loudly. I looked over, but my head was stiff, it being really slow to move. I tried to move. But I didn't move an inch. I was just laying there on my back. I tried to move again to reach it. But my whole left side didn't move. Just stayed out.

I fell back again. This time laughing at myself. How stupid this is. My whole left side ain't moving. The drugs really effecting me. I laughed once again. Forgetting about the fight I head merely 20 minutes ago with Tobi.

And how I'm now feeling so much relief.

And one beautiful high.

I felt my whole body starting to sink into the carpet of my room. The sides of it going up as my body started falling down. My eyes rolling into the back of my head as I kept sinking.

I heard something faint. But I couldn't make out what. "J" I heard again. But I didn't hear it properly.

"Josh!" I hear loudly. Myself instantly going back on top of the carpet. Seeing Tobi there. I just smiled. "Hello." "What have you done?" He asked. But. But I didn't know. I couldn't remember. I'm so spaced out I don't really remember anything in the past hour.

"Josh," "Join me, I know you want to." "No, I don't. Come on." He said, before suddenly I see other people come in. Picking me up and placing me on the bed.

It felt like I was floating.

"This is all my fault." I heard someone say, but it was muffled. And hardly audible. I felt the sheets wrap around me like a cocoon of comfort. I grabbed the sheets of my duvet. Smiling as the comfort engulfed me like a hug of love.

I love the feeling of love.
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JJ
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"What was the argument about?" I asked, Tobi sighed, shaking his head and placing his hands on his face. "It's, it's just. I can't." "He wa-" "shut up Josh." Tobi snapped at him. Josh sighing. Tobi shook his head. "It's private." He whispered. Before looking down at the carpet. Seeing the heroine, spoon, lighter and needle on the carpet. "For fucks sakes." Tobi whispered. But still stared at it. Stared at it for a while.

"Tobi?" Harry asked. Breaking Tobi's train of thought. "What?" "Don't." Harry whispered. Tobi just looked over at Josh. Josh completely out of it. Just silently watching us yet his eyes were going crazy and rolling all around his head.

I clicked on what Harry meant when he looked over at Josh. "Tobi?" I ask, Tobi looking up at me. Shaking his head as he sighed. "No, it's, I'm okay, I'm okay." Tobi spoke. Waving himself off like he was hot. "Fuck." Tobi whispered. Looking down and grabbing the spoon with the brown residue still pooled and sat at the bottom of it. He placed it on the cabinet. "He's fucked up you know." "Yeah well he hasn't exactly had the best few weeks of his life now." Tobi says back. Ethan sighing. "Yeah, well with Sam dying." "Sam?" I ask and Ethan sighed. Tobi's eyes widening at him like a 'Great, Thanks.' Type of look, before going over and looking at me and Harry. "You know the guy he beat up in the cafeteria, yeah, him." Tobi says. My eyes widening.