Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Simons POV,

I stared at the cafeteria doors as Josh, Vik, Tobi and JJ walked in. Vik instantly looked at me, I smiled at him, he had a bruised face, and he was also limping, he kept staring at me whilst him and JJ walked over to our table again.

"They don't suspect anything." Rebecca tells me, I just nod, smiling, "someone beat up Vik." JJ said, I pulled my sleeves over my hands. Covering my sort of bruised knuckles. "Who is it?" I ask, staring directly at him. "He won't tell me." "I can't tell you, they said they would kill me if they did." He said, looking over at me, fear evident in his eyes. "What twisted mind would do that?" I asked, Ethan shook his head. "This is so fucked up." "I'm not Gunna let anyone hurt you." JJ says, hugging him tightly.

You let him get hurt just than.

I look over at Josh, seeing him and Tobi informing the girls, Po stared blankly at the table, a very sad expression on her face. I didn't mean it, it was all her. "It wasn't me! You blame everything on me, how dare you." "It was you!" I exclaim, punching the table, Rebecca instantly disappeared. And I was faced by Harry, JJ, Vik and Ethan all staring at me, wide-eyed. "What?" Harry asks and Ethan shook his head.

"You can't blame her for doing what you did." Ethan says, taking a sip of his water, my heart instantly increased. "What did you say?" I say through gritted teeth. "You almost hit her, you cannot blame whatever it is inside your head for that." "Don't you dare say that." I exclaim, everyone else's eyes widened. "Why not, I'm only stating the truth." He exclaimed, who else has she told? "How do you know?" "I'm not telling you anything." "Nah fuck this, you're all just gunna gang up on me like I'm just some freak." I exclaim, seeing josh and that turn there heads at me, I just shook my my head.

"Who the fuck said we are ganging." "Me, look at you all, you're like vultures are you kidding?" I ask, before looking at Vik, he looked at me, terrified. "And you keep that fucking mouth shut." I spat, before grabbing my bag and standing up. Feeling so much anger in my veins.

How dare she tell people.

"How dare you." I spat at Po, walking over to her. Her eyes instantly widened in fear. "How dare I What?" She exclaims. I stared at her, my face plastered in such rage. Everyone hates me because of you.

I just shook my head, Josh stands up, him right in front of me, I looked down at him, but not much by any means, he stared at me, his eyes piercing into mine. We where do close, I could feel his breathing on my face. He wasn't backing down. I shook my head at him, "you changed." I whisper, before I walked out of the cafeteria. Fuck friends, I only need Rebecca. She's my friend.

"He's turned your life upside down." Rebecca says to me, walking along side me. "I know, how dare he, all because of you being my friend." "I know right. You do know I'm the only one that likes you, and will take care of you." She says, smiling at me, I nod, smiling at her.

"I know Rebecca, thank you."

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Harries PoV
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I sat there in my room, everything being so loud, nothing really playing or saying anything apart from the silence that's screaming at me. I feel stupid, why did I even get myself into this shit, I look down at my wrist, seeing the cuts that I just created, the blood rolling down my arm like the tears on my face, slow, but still clear as day.

Making itself prominent.

I mean, I calmed down.

I put the little sheet of metal in the Bucket that had drops of my blood on it. I guess I just deserve this, I'm a failure for being so, nervous all the time, I hate the fact that I'm nervous and because I hate it, it makes me more anxious that I am being nervous and then it starts just that vicious cycle that even medicine can't take me out of.