Secrets |Sidemen FF|

.Chapter 11.

Simons POV.

'You could of got to him sooner' I hear Rebecca snare at me, I look up and see her staring down at Tobi, the ambulance sirens getting closer and closer.

'Forever a failure.'

She suddenly disappeared and I looked over to see JJ wiping Tobi's arm, tears streaming down his face like an endless waterfall, "Calm down yeah? Help is on the way." I whisper and he shakes his head. "Imma kill whoever did this to him." JJ spits, anger clear in his voice.

"We don't even know who made him go over the edge." "I'll find out." He snaps me off and I look down. Tobi looked... He looked peaceful. I haven't seen him look in so much peace ever since I knew him.

Is that what death is like? Peaceful?

I hear the paramedics barge through Tobi's door and kneel down next to Tobi. They instantly start working on him. "Do you know what happened for him to attempt suicide?" The paramedic asks me and I shake my head. "He hasn't been happy in a while, I never really noticed until it hit me." JJ says.

They put him on the stretcher and luckily we where both aloud to go into the ambulance, they started working on him, making sure he hadn't lost to much blood, even though it looked like so much.

I went on the group chat, luckily I got everyone's contact in that detention, so i could let everyone know.

Si: Guys, This is serious, Go to kingdom hospital, now!

I send it before putting my phone on silent. "You told Sam?" He asks and I nod, "she's in the chat. She'll come to the hospital with the others." I tell him and JJ nods. "I really should of seen it coming." "It's not you're fault JJ." "But it was, he was so involved in talking about, mental illnesses and I was too stupid to not even realise." He tells me and I sigh.

"What do you mean, involved?" I ask and he just sighs. "I'll tell you... One day." He says and I nod. I see Rebecca sitting next to me all of a sudden and I jump.

"So sad, isn't it, seeing someone's useful life slip away from them." She sighs and turns to me. "I wish it was you that tried this."

And then she disappeared.

So much venom and anger was flushed through her voice it was petrifying. She really wanted me gone, she really wanted to be the cause of my death. She hates me. And so does everyone else. Even Po.

I feel the vehicle pull to up and instantly sigh as they rush Tobi out, me and JJ get out of the vehicle and quickly run out, but they already had Tobi in the hospital. "Fuck sakes!" JJ spits suddenly and I furrow my eyebrows but keep running. I run in and talk to the receptionist, before she tells us to sit down in the waiting area thing.

"Why the fuck are we here?" JJ asks, anger flushed onto his face. Why is he angry? "Tobi, suicide, come on?" I sat and he just shrugs, "Why do I care?" "He asks and I felt my heart fall a little, is he really being this arrogant? "Because he's you're friend." "I don't even know the dude." He snaps and I just furrow my eyebrows, what the fuck does He mean? He was just fine a second ago, it's like someone's flicked a switch to change him comple-

The bashing of doors could be heard as 7 people came barging through and searching for us, they soon saw us and came up to us, Sammie in absolute tears as Po and Marie comforted her. They all kept asking me what happened, but I couldn't speak, I was too much in shock, with what happened and how horrid JJ is about this.

"He was hanging from the ceiling and his arm was cut up, that's it." JJ sighs and takes his phone out, everyone was shocked to see JJ so spiteful. "He's been acting up ever since we left the ambulance." I tell them and they all just nod cautiously.

I see Rebecca in the corner of the ward, smiling, an evil smile as she Held a knife in her hand, ingrained with the words. 'I Wish It Was You' I shook my head and see Po come over to me, I instantly hug her as she hugs back tightly. "Gosh I hope he is okay." She whispers and I nod.

"Same here love, same here."
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That's weird, JJ acting up on basically his best mate, nobody understands though, and I don't even think JJ will remember being so arrogant. Anyway, I haven't been updating these recently as I have been working on loads of books for my joint account with PoJayneBartaby (follow her and the account btw _SDMNLOVERS_ )
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Love you allXxX
Sammie=3