Secrets |Sidemen FF|

60.

Josh's POV.

I look over at JJ whilst everyone was talking. Seeing him completely silent in this noisy cafeteria. Him playing with his fingers and looking like he was about to cry.

Is he really going to do it?

How the fuck am I going to help him?

I look at Tobi. Seeing him smiling and talking to Harry. Them two being really good friends now. Simon is on another table, starting down at food but not eating it or looking like he was even going too touch it anytime soon. Deep in thought with something else.

I see Kacey go over to Simon. A sad expression on his face. "Simon." I heard Kacey say faintly. But his knee was bouncing up and down, and his eyes were still glued to the food. "Simon." Kacey repeated. Simon looking up at him with his eyes. Not moving his head or anything. Just his eyes. "I'm really sorry about Vi-" "why the fuck are you telling me this shit?" Simon asked. Looking back down at his food.

"Cause I know I made you do it, and he, well, cause he ran." Kacey said delicately.

Kacey made him do it.

"You, you threatened to out me, on my schizophrenia. You. I don't wanna talk to you." He says and my eyes widened.

How the fuck does Kacey even know.?

That's a fucking dick move.

I didn't know that.

"Guys." I say, everyone looking up at me.

"The reason why Simon said them things to Vik was because Kacey threatened to out him about his schizophrenia, it wasn't Rebecca at all." I say, everyone's eyes widening. "What?" "How do you know." "I was just listening in to there conversation." I say, them all looking back and seeing Kacey and Simon talking.

"Fuck." "No wonder he carries so much fucking guilt." Ethan says. JJ just looking down at his hands. Not saying anything.

"Hand yourself in Kacey."

Them words being spat out by Simon.

JJs eyes widened as he said it very loudly. All of us looking back, them not noticing us at all. "Keep your voice down." "What, you gunna hit me, you rap-" "shut up." Kacey cut Simon off quickly, fear in his eyes.

"If you genuinely love Vik like you say you do, you would hand yourself in." Simon spat at Kacey. Kacey sighing. "I do si-" "he's dying. He's going to die In no longer then 3 days maximum. All because of you." Kaceys eyes widened as simons words sunk in.

"He's dying." "Because of you, he won't be able to fight this trial because of you." He says and Kacey shook his head. "I can't Simon." "Than you don't know what love is." Simon says, before suddenly looking over at me. Seeing I was looking at him and looking down. "Cause I would spend a lifetime in prison just to make them happy." He says. Before suddenly grabbing his bag. Standing up. Looking at me, his cheeks a fiery red as he quickly pushed his chair in and left the cafeteria.

Leaving Kacey standing alone.

Kacey looked over at us, cringing as he saw all of us looking at him.

He looked at JJ, tears were in his eyes as he just shook his head. Running out of the cafeteria quickly to not let anyone notice his sad state.

"What the fuck was that about?" Tobi asked. Looking over at me. But I was still in shock with what Simon said. And how I know he was talking about me.

I felt sick.

I didn't want to be around anyone. I just wanted to be alone.

"I've got to go." I say, getting up off my chair. "Where you going." "Out of here." I rush. Grabbing my bag and running out the opposite exit to where they left. It being quicker to my house.