Secrets |Sidemen FF|

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Simons POV,

"Why did you outburst the other day?" Sammie asked me, I finally persuaded her to come inside. We where walking across the field, on our way to the warm inside. I shook my head. "Don't worry." I whisper and she furrows her eyebrows. "But you screamed at Harry and he started shaking and losing breath." She said and I sighed. I looked next to me and saw Rebecca walking next to us, making me jump. "Woah, what scared you?" Sammie said as I just stared at Rebecca, she looked happy, for once.

"Tell her you've been hearing things about people chatting shit behind your back." She whispered to me and I sighed, before reciting what she said to me. "Yeah but Harry wouldn't say anything bad about anyone." "I don't know." I whispered but looked at Rebecca again. "She is irritating me, she is arrogant and too emotional." She spat at me, and I shook my head. She's nice, she is completely fine.

"I don't like her." "Well I'm sorry about that." I said out loud, but not noticing myself. I mean. It's like she is literally next to me, whispering things into my ear. "What?" Sammie asked, and Rebecca laughed. "Huh?" "Why are you acting strange my love." Sammie asked and I just shook my head. "I'm not." "Even she thinks you're fucked in the head." Rebecca laughed in my face. I shrugged and walked past her.

Don't speak to her again, well, at least not in the school.

As we entered the school the bell went, signalling that break was over. "What do you have now?" I ask Sammie and she sighs. "I have Art, what about you?" "Law." I say and she nods. "Want me to walk you to class?" I ask and she smiles.

"Come on then."

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Viks Pov, *Lunch*
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I walked into the cafeteria. Seeing everyone their apart from Sammie and Po. I looked at them and saw they where all eating food, I crave food so much when they eat but I know it's bad for me, and that I shouldn't do it. But it's normal, am I normal for not eating, I'm trying to cut down my weight, everyone does it.

I looked at the canteen and saw that they where selling small fruit pots filled with Strawberries, apples and pinapple, all of them fruit I like. Fuck. Maybe I should just get that, my stomach is empty, I've never bought anything from the canteen because of the fatty foods they serve. I'll try and eat for you JJ. I'll try.

I walk over to the line that was also waiting to pick up their food and waited. I felt someone line up behind me and I look and see it was Kacey. He looked at my friends and saw all of them engaged in conversation, none of them paying attention. "That beard headed prick will get fucked up next time he tries to do that. Got it." He spat at me, grabbing my shoulder, I instantly cowered back in fear but shook my head.

"He would take you on Kacey." I whispered and Kacey laughed. "You don't know shit." "I do, He is stronger than you." I spit at him, my fear leaving me, he wouldn't do anything, we are in a public area and josh and JJ are right their.

"No way is he stronger than me, I would fully floor him if he didn't bring weapons." "And josh is the type of guy who would so I'd stay out of it if I was you." I say to him before realising I was at the front of the que. "Small fruit pot please." I say and smile at the dinner lady.  "You're eating?" Kacey asked me and I sighed. "Don't make a big deal out of it." I whisper and he laughed. "I am, you're too fat to eat that type of stuff." He whispered before the lady placed the fruit pot on the counter. I looked at the pot and gulped. Fuck. "67p please." She said and I paid her a pound. I got my change and took my fruit pot. I left the que and saw Kacey ask for some chips.

"Don't listen to him Vik." I whisper to myself before shaking my head. Come on. I walked over to the table and everyone greeted me, I smiled at them and sat down next to JJ. Before placing the fruit pot on the table. "Woah you're ea-" "don't make a big deal out of it please." I whisper and they instantly stopped yet still grinned in happiness that I was in fact eating, I opened up the fruit pot and stared at it. I didn't know what to do. obviously you eat it, but it's so much more than putting the sweet fruit into your mouth, chewing and then swallowing. It's a whole challenge.