Hateful Love(Sans X Chara)

Reason for not writing...

So a very select few friends know this already but, my fiance and I had to put down our pup of 5 years old, he was like a son to us, he was our baby, we loved him dearly, 3 weeks ago he started to eat and drink less and less, eventually after 2 weeks stopping completely, then he started vomiting stomach acid, he was suffering, I called the emergency vet, we took him in and they did blood work, the next day we got a call late at night, he was born with bad kidney's the doctor diagnosed and explained that he would be suffering and would die more than likely, even if we spent the thousands we didn't have to get him continuously checked on and helped back to health, there was no guarantee of his living through it so we made the choice to put him down. The night before the whole family hugged and kissed him, we let him on the bed with us that night and he slept together with us, the next morning I had to carry him in the house because he couldn't hardly stand without struggling.. We took him to the vet and stayed with him through the entire process, even when they put the IV in him and he was diagnosed as gone.. My Fiance needed me for support so I stayed rock solid through it all but having to go to work immediately after, I grieved during my breaks and lunch. He was a huskie shepherd mix and again we loved him dearly and he is loved and missed forever, rip bud, we love you..

Tenjo