“Well she came to me and said that you had a crush on me, and I was like ‘cool’ but she said she-she would pay me to ask you out” He looks back at his feet “She said if I asked you out, and like told you that I was in a relationship with someone from Australia, which I aren’t, so that she, you I mean, would like, shut up about me, I don’t know. Like she was bored, I guess.” Oh my god…
“So you never actually liked me?” Now I am mad.
“No, no, I did” He says, unsure of himself “Just, she gave me the push, and I guess ”He smiles“ She only paid me £30, but I knew I wasn’t going to do that to you, say I wasn’t interested, but she said I had to do it” I am crying, I think.
“And?” I say, and Luke bites his lip again.
“I, I just wanted to tell you, so that we can be happy”
“HAPPY?!” I shout, annoyed “HOW CAN I VE HAPPY KNOWING IM YOUR £30? THAT YOU GOT PAYED TO GO OUT WITH ME? HOW?!” I shout moving away from him.
“Babe, don’t be like tha-“
“LIKE WHAT LUKE?” I am crying “IT’S OVER, LUKE!”
“B-B-But, Babe?” Luke says, looking scared, I just want to hug him, but I can’t bring myself to let this go. How could he do this? How could Tammy do this? Luke tries to hold my hand but I cross my arms and I stare into his eyes. They are red raw, and a bomb of a tsunami of tears waiting to explode. His smile has faded, and replaced with a sad frown. I do understand why he did it, but I can’t just let this go. This is important.
“Please, Babe, don’t go-“ Luke says, but I’m already walking off, in seconds I am at the end of the street. Luke just stays there, with his head in his palms. I furrow my eyebrows at him, to stop further tsunami-like crying. He looks so annoyed and sad, and I just want to hug him and tell him everything will be fine. But I just cannot.
I am not forgiving him…
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That Boy With The Beanie
FanfictionYeah, there is this guy, at my school and his eyes sparkle like a star from outer space, his Australian accent melts my heart, his casual beanies and his larger than life quiff make me love him even more, and his name is Luke Hemmings...
