That Boy With The Beanie

Fine

The movie was pretty shit. We basically talked the whole way through, and I had already seen this one. Calum hardly said a thing all way through, just nodded and smiled. After a while, the credits started rolling. I looked at my phone to check the time.

02:34AM

Gosh, that was quite late.

“I’m tired” Michael stated, jumping from the couch “Wanna go sleep?” Michael’s voice was deep and quiet; you could tell he was quiet. We all nodded, and Ashton yawned. We got up from the couch and headed to the door. Michael opened the door and headed through, Ash, Calum and then finally me and Luke afterwards.

“I’ll go get some blankets” Michael said, starting to head upstairs. Luke held my hand, the whole way to Michael’s conservatory. Ash dived onto the sofa closest to the door, and Calum sat next to him. There were 6 sofas, and a bookshelf, close to the small TV.

“Where do you wanna sit, Babe?” Luke asked and looked at me. His ocean blue eyes were so damn beautiful. I swear I almost drowned, just by looking into them. They were beautiful. “Babe? You okay?” Luke asked, looking at me, lifting an eyebrow, in confusion.

“Oh yeah, um, sorry, yeah, uh, wherever you want, Luke” I stuttered. He pointed towards a couch, next to the entrance, I nodded, and he took a seat. Calum was picking at a spot he had on his arm, still quiet as ever, and was avoiding my eye contact as much as he possibly could.

“Hey, Cal, you okay, you have been a bit quiet since we got back?” Luke asked, and I had to bit my lip really hard, because otherwise I would have blurted out the truth, and I couldn’t do that. For the first time in a while, Calum caught my glance. He looked as if he really, really wanted to tell him to fuck off. But he didn’t. He just sat there, also biting his lip.

“I’m fine” He said, stubbornly, adding nothing else, just continuing to pick the spot. He didn’t even look at Luke, just looked at the floor.

“You sure you don’t seem very-“

“Luke I said I was fine, you understand what that means? It means I’m fine, okay. Now leave it, yeah? Thanks.” Calum snapped, finally stopping picking the spot on his arm.

“Chill, man, I was just-“

“I know what you were doing” Calum snapped again. This time he stood up and walked out of the room. I didn’t hear the door slam, so he must have gone to use the bathroom or something.

“Geeze, what was up with him?” Luke asked, though I’m sure he didn’t really want an answer.

But I gave it and it was a damn stupid.

Oh shite.