This is not the end~ Fourth book in PLMI series

Calm down!-33

-Harry's POV-
"Oh my....Oh my gosh. Oh my. Oh..." Zayn stammered as tears ran down his face in hot tracks as I walked him back to his flat. "How could I have...oh...my gosh...I am the stupidest....I.....oh my gosh...." Zayn ranted as he ran his hands through his hair quickly, forming it into a mess. Zayn never likes his hair messed up. He must be really stressed.
"Zayn....calm...down.." I said, trying to get him to chill. He suddenly slammed me against the wall, holding my shirt, his face angry. Why am I always the victim of the yelling?
"Don't tell me to fucking calm down!!" He yelled in my face, making me wince. "I kissed my best mates girl Harry!! So don't you dare tell me to calm down!" He yelled and I winced. Why is he so mad at me? I stuck up for him and took Louis's anger for him.
"I...." I started, but his pupils dilated and his gaze softened as if he had just realized he was yelling at me. I felt tears sting my eyes once again as he slowly released my shirt. I felt a small tear fall from my eye.
"I'm...I'm...." Zayn stammered, his words failing him. "I'm sorry!!" He yelled, pacing the room, still running his hands through his hair, looking as if he was going to pull some of it out.
"Zayn.....please....just....stop.." I whispered, my breath coming out weird and my voice lower than normal.
​​​​​​ Zayn stopped and looked at me. He walked over and hugged me tightly, sobbing into my shoulder. I sighed,rubbing his back slowly before he pulled away abruptly.
"Harry. I have to leave." He said immediately, his eyes wide. My stomach began to hurt and I started to get dizzy, feeling as if I was going to faint. I lost my balance and stumbled, moving to hold onto the couch. My head was spinning and I began to sweat, feeling as if I were going to throw up. "I have to leave, I have to go. I have to leave, I have to leave. I have to go." Zayn mumbled to himself, shaking his head hysterically.
"Wh....what?" I stammered, gripping the couch with my sweaty hands.
"Haz....are you okay?" He asked, finally noticing my distress. When he spoke, his voice was muffled.
"I...need to sit down." I replied, my voice shaking. He nodded and grabbed my arm, guiding me to the couch where he sat down next to me.
"What do you mean you have to leave....?" I stammered. Oh my gosh. Was I right? Did Zayn really want to leave the band? I....don't think I could handle that. I mean...we're all such great friends. Today has been the absolute worst. Literally. First...I have a fight with Kendall. Then..Zayn and Alexa kiss. And then Louis gets mad....then.......Zayn wants to leave. It's just...all to much. I...need Kendall. She's the only one I can talk to.
"Harry...listen. All I am doing to you guys is weighing you down. You can't possibly think that I'm happy. Especially...after tonight......Harry.....it's just too hard...." he whispered, his face dropping. My heart felt like it was being cut in half. He was breaking my heart. Literally.
"Zayn no. Please. You and Louis...you'll w..work it out. I'll...I'll talk to him for you. I promise. Please....at least stay until the end of the tour for Four. Please....we're your best mates. It....I don't want you to leave." I pleaded, sounding incredibly desperate and pathetic. Zayn's eyes softened and he sighed, running a hand through his hair for the hundredth time tonight.
"Harry......" he started, but I cut him off.
"No Zayn!! No!! You can't leave!! It won't...it won't be the same!! You can't run away from your problems! You have to face them." I said, my voice rising as I stood up. I began to get angry. He can't just.....do that.
"Harry. Listen. Please..." he cried, tears streaming down his face. I nodded, sitting back down.
"Okay...."
"I haven't been the same since..Audrey.......well....you know. And.....I just...I think I need some time to.....think....to be on my own. I love you guys...I really do...I just...I don't think I can do this anymore." He whispered, looking down at his lap. I sighed and put my hand on top of his gently.
"Zayn. It's.....it won't be the same without you. Please....let me talk to Louis....I'll....we'll work it out. Please....stay at least another year....until we're done with this tour at least .......then.....you....you can leave if you'd like..." I reasoned, trying to keep my voice even. His eyebrows moved and scrunched together like they do when he thinks and he sighed, looking back up at me.
"I will Harry. For you. " he said. I nodded and pulled him in for a quick hug, hugging him tightly as I did so. I closed my eyes, wondering how we all ended up this way.......

-Alexa's POV-
I cried into my hands and sighed, getting up off the floor. My legs were shaky and I dropped onto the couch, pulling out my phone. I scrolled through it, wiping my eyes so I could see the screen, as it was blurry from how hard I was crying.
I tried to slow my breathing and my breath came out in hiccups. First, I tapped on Mackenzie's icon, tapping the thing that would call her. The phone rang once, twice, three times. I was starting to get anxious as more tears came to my eyes and fell down my already hot cheeks. I heard her pick up and then yell something to someone in the background.
"Hey Lex!" She answered, her personality chipper. I sobbed into the phone. "Oh my gosh, what's the matter?!?" She asked.
"C....come over....n..now." I stammered. She asked me another question, but I hung up abruptly, cutting her off. I clicked on Britt's number next and it rang for quite a long time, before it went to voicemail. I hung up and tried again. Sure, she's on her honeymoon, but I didn't care. I had to talk to her. The phone rang three times before she finally picked up.

-Britt's POV-
Liam pushed me up against the wall gently and I giggled, putting my hands on his chest.
"Liammmmm...." I whined and he chuckled, kissing my neck gently, sucking at it. He trailed his hot kisses down my shoulder, pulling at my shirt. I gasped and shook my head as his hands explored up my shirt.
"You are addicted!!" I said, exasperated. He chuckled against my skin, his teeth grazing it. I shivered and tilted my head, sighing slightly as he hit my sweet spot. He laughed,shaking his head he moved back up to my lips. His lips met mine and we kissed passionately for a long time before he pulled his shirt over his head. I shook my head, giggling as he lifted me up so that my back was against the wall and my legs draped around his waist. We both jumped when my phone rang from on the counter. He continued to kiss me and I pulled away, my head resting against the wall, my breathing heavy.
"Liam. The phone." I pointed out. He moved his lips up my jaw again and shrugged.
"They can wait." He whispered, nibbling at my ear. The phone continued to ring and Liam kissed me harder, as if trying to block it out. The call was finally cut off, but it rang again. I sighed and pulled away from Liam, before realizing I couldn't get down.
"Liam let me down." I commanded. His bottom lip poked out cutely and I shook my head. "That won't work. Let me answer the phone. " I said, trying to be as stern as possible. He sighed, his eyes dropping.
"Fine. As you wish malady." He said, dropping me to the ground. I smiled at him, ruffled his hair, and walked over to the counter, grabbing my phone quickly. I saw a call from Alexa and frowned, accepting the call.
"Hello?" I answered and gasped when Liam trapped me in his embrace from behind and began to kiss my neck. I heard sobbing on the other side of the line and I frowned, trying to push Liam away. "Just a second." I said on the line before covering the phone with my hand and slapping Liam's head.
"Ow!!" He yelled and I winced.
"Stop it. Let me talk like a good boy." I said and he pouted, stalking off to sit on the couch.
"Alexa. What's wrong?" I asked listening to her sobbing over the phone.
"I.......Louis....I...." she stammered, sobbing into the phone. I sighed, unable to understand a word of what she was saying. She's usually hard to understand on the phone anyways...as she talks fast, but it's almost impossible to understand her when she's crying.
"Britt?" I heard Mackenzie's voice come over the phone. I sighed in relief, glancing at Liam, who was watching me from the couch.
"Yeah Kenz. Is every thing okay? Why is Alexa crying?" I asked urgently. I heard Kenz sigh and I heard loud sobbing over the phone, making me wince.
"You what?" I heard Kenz say, she must be talking to Alexa. "Oh my gosh. What?! Oh....." she said, sounding surprised.
"Britt?"
"Still here." I sighed.
"Listen..um......Alexa...and Zayn...kissed...and.....Louis caught them...Louis and Alexa...they...broke up.." she said and I gasped, putting a hand over my mouth.
"Oh my gosh! Shit!" I cursed. I hardly ever curse but this...this was...something else. Why would Alexa do that to Louis? Why would Zayn do that to Louis? Just...why??
"What?! What happened?!?" Liam asked, sounding scared as he got up from the couch and stood next to me, trying to get me to tell him. I ignored him and listened to Kenz talk.
"Yeah. I know. Listen. I got to do damage control. K? I'll call you later. Don't have too much sex. I swear, you're going to get pregnant......Make sure to tell Payno I say hi." Kenz finished before hanging up abruptly, leaving my face flaming red.
"What?!?" Liam asked in exasperation, pulling at my arm. I ran a hand through my hair, still shocked.
"Alexa and Zayn...." I said, my eyes wide. I passed my other hand through my hair.
"What about them!?!" Liam asked, very impatient. I sighed.
"They kissed."

A/n- Ehhh. I have a headache. Bye.

*^^^^everyday of my life old me