MayI missed him more than I missed my sight.
I don't think I could ever be whole again without Bradley.
He was the light that brought me from my darkness in the worst times. That damaged, sensitive boy is the reason I need to admit it to myself.
Bradley was the most important thing in my life.
Some may say, 'It's only been three months. Stop over exaggerating.' But I know the truth that my feelings toward him were more real than anything I've ever felt.
It felt different than how I feel about my family. I cared about my mother and Taurus so much and I would always be there for her, no matter what.
But I cared about Bradley more than anything.
I cared about him more than breathing. He was the light.
He hasn't texted me and I know what that means. He doesn't care for me anymore. Did he in the first place?
I pretend I'm okay in front of everyone else. I eat dinner with a fake smile, but as soon as I enter my bed room, I'm a mess. I want to be happy, but I can't without my light. I need my light to lead me out of the darkness.
Bradley was everything I wanted and more. I know he wouldn't be able to help me, but I don't care and I never will.
I want him more than anything.
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*rushes to chapter 30*
Guys I know the chapters are short, but it's because it's showing their feelings through out the time they're away from eachother.
My hair is getting bleached atm so bai
-Rose
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our fall in may||BWS (completed)
FanfictionSTARTED: 5/7/17 COMPLETED: 9/13/17 She lost her sight at eleven. He lost his innocence at ten. Together they will find what they lost, one way or another. _______________ Okay this story can be very triggering. Brad was assaulted, so if you are afr...